NuRuL AiN

2009-10-21T04:26:00.000-07:00

this is going to be my last public post.

cause i'll be making my blog private after this post.

i wanna thank Sherinnya for always being there for me all this while. thankyou for all the hugs and pat-on-the-backs and encouraging words to spur me on. thank you for all those things you've done for me. i really appreciate it.

i also wanna thank Humairah for that very sweet note. your words gave me confidence, and it was exactly what i needed at this point right now. i was so touched that i cried. im grateful for still being able to be your friend. thank you.

also thanks to Jingwen and Xinyi for your hilarious jokes just now. you guys helped me to finally laugh. oh, and thanks to ZhengXiong and Nigel for that damn horny sentences and jokes. you guys really cheered me up lots. i left the school feeling bummed and upset, and i came back to school feeling happier. thankyou so much.

Ain, dont be weak anymore. you have to be strong to get over this ordeal.

God, please help me.

and that's all.

goodbye. to all my readers.

im going private. bye. (:

2009-10-20T04:30:00.000-07:00

hello.
today was an ohkay day, i guess..
went thru exam papers. and some New Zealand pple come to our sch.
mmm, Mr Wong told us that he wont be here next year. )': saddd`
den Maths learnt standard deviation.
i swear i wasnt listening. spent the time crapping with Aticus and Sheri.
den recess.
after that was Humanities!
Ms Chen like good mood today. kept making funny remarks.
oh, and for next wk's movie review, she'll be showing a video/movie on War in Europe.
and i was like ' Cher, the geog students also have to watch this History movie ahh?'
and she said ' yahh lar. i in-charge what, so no choice lar. watch History. hahha!'
den was Physics.
Mr Khairul went thru the EOY papers.
me and Choon Long were released at 2.15pm cause we follow sec ones go rifle shoot.
slack sia.
took bus go HomeTeam NS. snapped a few photos.
very boring lar actuallie.
but had a fun time chatting with the sec twos! hehhe! :D
tmr is my turn to shoot! looking forward to it! (:

i know i've gone too much now. i've realised how much you guys have put up with me. sorry for all the lies and hypocrisy that i've done. im sorry for hurting you guys. i know you were just protecting me from getting hurt. i cant say much just now, cause everything that you said was true. i saw no point in defending myself, cause everything that you said was plain true. i dont wanna lie to you guys anymore. maybe i did have a low self-esteem, like Ain said. all i want now is to be back to being friends with you guys. i know it's difficult to act like everything's okay when it's not, but , i dont wanna lose you guys. so please guys, gimme another chance to make up for all of my past mistakes, and another chance to be your friend again. ):

wanna lose you guys. ):

2009-10-15T21:07:00.000-07:00

there's nothing that i could do right now, except to apologise to you. i already did, but i guess you were too hurt to forgive me just yet. i know that it was wrong of me to say those kind of things about you, i know that it was wrong of me to badmouth you to our friends. what you said to me over the phone was hurtful, but i guess what i did to you was much more hurtful. i let those guys blind me, i dont even know what came over me that made me say those things. im sorry that i hurt you. i cant even bring myself to even look at you. i know i've hurt you a damn lot, but i dont want us to fall apart. you said that i didnt treasure our friendship all this while. that's not true. i do treasure it. but i really didnt know what made me say those things. i dont want things to end this way between us. i never meant to hurt you, but i guess i already did. maybe you were right, my mistake was indeed comparable to a murderer. i guess you are very hurt by this because you never expected this coming. i didnt realise how thankful i was to have you as my friend. i dont want our friendship to just break into pieces like this. i should have listened to you. i should have listened to all of you. but it was my first time going through this kind of things, and well, i guess it overwhelmed me and made me feel too over-excited. to the extent that i didnt realise that i would have the heart to say those nasty things about you. im sorry. i dont know if you could forgive me for what i did. but i want you to know, i never regretted having you as my friend.

im sorry i disappointed you.

im sorry i hurt you.

im sorry i never treasured you as my friend.

im sorry i didnt listen to you.

im sorry i left you out.

im sorry i was not a good friend afterall.

im sorry for being such a bitch to you.

im sorry, im sorry, im sorry.

but i know, no matter how many thousand times i say sorry, it would be very hard for you to forgive me. i dont deserve you as my friend. im sorry.

and to Syaf and Atikah, im sorry i didnt tell you what was happening. im sorry i left you guys out. im sorry i didnt trust you. im sorry.

hope that someday, you'll forgive me. )':

2009-10-14T03:31:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

i've not updated my blog for quite some time now, and Adam is pissed at me for it. haha! anyway, that picture on top is of me (in green) and Kak Nana (in white). it was taken during my open house last Saturday. hehhe! i love her a lot! hehhe!

and the reason i write that we are twin babies, is because both of us are born on 12 June, only in different year. she's now 18 and im 15. so yeah.. hee!

got back my EOY results today. im so happy that i passed all my subjects, including A-Maths and POA. oh,oh, and i got distinction for MALAY! woohoo! Fairuz saw my marks on the paper, and he started going around, saying 'Ain got distinction. Ain got distinction.' :P Siraj thought that he beat me, but too bad he didnt. hahha! :X

thanks a lot to my girlfriends who accompanied me after school. and thanks bnyk bnyk utk Humairah for helping me a hell lot! i love you Humairah, i swear! :D *scandal beb!*

~~knew that you were too good to be true.~~

whatever. k bye.

it's over, finally

2009-10-09T06:13:00.000-07:00

EOY is finally over and done with!!!
no more mugging. no more memorising formulas/facts. no more walking around the house like a mad girl trying to remember the information. no more sleeping early and waking up again at around 2am like some idiot studying.
whew, thank god it's over.
overall, the papers are generally okay, i think.
oh well, it's over. so no point in thinking about it anyway.

umm, after the 2 hour POA paper, went home.
rest for like 2 hrs before going out again, cause must follow the sec ones.
they going for their air-rifle basic course and shoot (which i already passed. teehee!)
so, talked with Syarif, Kevin and Rahayu.
den when majority of the sec ones are present, me and Syarif brought them down for drills.
taught them a new drill and practised some other drills.
den the whole thing finished about 6pm.
but the bus was late, plus there was a traffic jam, so reached sch at arnd 7 pm plus.
helped Mummy with the food for tmr's open house.
yumyum! SEDAPP!
ala, Ain, kau nie, makanan aper yang tk sedap utk kau?! hahha!

okay, i going off alr!
good bye!! and HAPPY END-OF-EOY! hahha, lame.
:D

2009-10-02T05:36:00.000-07:00

hello there.

so, conflict was settled yesterday. im still feeling confused as to whether things will go back to normal after how things ended yesterday. but infact, things improved by heaps today. so, yeah, im thankful for that. and Ameera dear, we'll still be close as before. (:

had history paper today. when the teacher asked us to look thru our papers to check if there was any missing pages, i sneaked a peek at the questions in the SEQ section. had a teeny smile on my face cause what i memorised last night could exactly answer the questions! i thought that i was the only one with the smile on my face when i looked to my right and saw this huge smile on Choon Long's face too! but, i told myself to calm down and when the teacher said that we could start, i turned to the SBQ section. usual habit. so, answered the 4 questions. it was okay, since Ms Chen had already stressed on the format of our answer like very recently, so it just flowed naturally. as for SEQ, i was glad i actually managed to save 10 mins from what i had set aside for SBQ, so i had an extra 10 mins to answer both essay qns. i started to get panicky while answering the qn on League of Nations, cause i had trouble remembering the way the words were being phrased. but i took a huge deep breath, and it struck my head! woahh, magic! hahha! managed to finish my whole paper on the dot at 9.45 am. felt pretty good after that. okay, im confident that i wont fail, but im not so confident that i'll ace the test. we'll see when the results come. (:

after exam, went straight to class. Ms Lee revised 4 topics of A-Maths with us. she was like repeating the same thing over and over again. and somehow, Jiajun and Anthony found it very amusing! after the extra lesson, went down to the canteen with Sherinnya, and had my lunch. after that, went straight home. was taking my own sweet time going home, and i realised that i had taken around 25 mins to get back home, when usually i take only like 15 mins? big difference. so, lounged around the sofa before eating my medicine at 1pm. got drowsy so slept till 5pm. turned on the tv and watched SURVIVOR:SAMOA and i just love Mick and Brett and hatehateHATE that bloody round fat guy called RUSSELL. he manipulates everybody in the tribe, and the irritating thing is, they ALL believe him! oh-man! i just hope someone just take the immunity idol away from him and make him shut his trap.

okay, im done posting. for now.
next paper is Social Studies and E-maths paper 1.
gotta start mugging.
goodbye! :D

2009-09-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

okay, those two up there ^^ is Selena Gomez and Demi Lovato. incase any of you out there dont know. hahha! anyway, they're my most favourite BFF in Hollywood. i know this is random, but i cant help but watching over and over again their video of the song 'One and the Same'. the lyrics of the song has a lot of meaning.

okay, today was back to school.

had a fight with Sherinnya, but made up soonafter. dont bother raking up the past, cause me and her has voiced out both our opinions and this fight just makes our friendship stronger! hehhe! hmm, jotted down notes like crazy during Chemistry cause i really wanna do well for my EOY this time, so, listened to Mdm Jo most of the time. and i said most, not all the time. simply because that Aticus who's sitting beside me keep talking about nonsensical stuffs. haiyoh! distract me onlie.

went recess. somehow, the usual plate of hor fun that i could finish up all this time has become too much for my stomach recently. i mean like, last time, i could finish everything. but now, i can get full even when i've eaten like one-third of it. i tink my stomach is not used to 'eating normally' mode, and it's still on 'fasting' mode. im crapping, i know. but honestly, this is just a procrastination on my part discouraging me to complete my Humanities hmwk. UGHH?!

ohohOH! and Mr Wong was talking about shitting like during the last 15 mins of the lesson. and the whole class was laughing and making gross sounds. eeewww! went to school Library after school with Sherinnya cause wanted to print out some of the campcraft notes. den went down and met Ain, Ameera and Hazirah.

Ain and Hazirah wanted to go home, so Ameera asked me to follow her go study. so went under this block which has an empty table, sat down and opened up our books. anyway, i got restless after a mere 30 minutes of studying? so i got up and played at the playground nearby like a small girl while Ameera continued her revision. played at the slides, den went back to our table. studied some more, but it just wouldnt go into my brain. so fiddled with Ameera's phone. taught her some functions in her phone, and we shared some jokes and ended up laughing hard! as for me, i laughed till my stomach hurt and my eyes were watery. and Ameera was like : AIN! kau buat klakar abe ketawe sendiri. Giler ke per?! hahha, aku raser kot Ameera ye. besok kiter lepak lagik nak? kekekeke!

tmr got extra Humanities lesson.

gotta bring jacket cause it's gonna be damn cold in the room.

oooo.

oklar!!! XOXO ; Ain Pendekk!! ♥

really, there's definitely no need for you to say sorry to me, and do the things that you apologised to me all over again. obviously, my forgiveness dont mean anything to you right? so you dont have to bother apologising to me time and time again, when you're planning to do the same thing all over again , cause it totally defeats the purpose of you saying those 2 words ' I'm sorry' to me.

3 times. i've forgiven you 3 times, or even more than that. but i dont think it really matters. im not gonna be a fool and trust that you're not gonna say anything about me again ever in the near future.

PICTURES TIME!

2009-09-25T05:53:00.002-07:00

hello!
im back again.
cause i have a lot of time now.

so gonna post some pictures of hari raya and others too!

hehhe!

and i simply LOVE and ADORE this adek sedare of mine!

Muhammad Danish!!!

chubby rite? tembam kan?!

look at his chubby cheeks and shining eyes! geramm aku dibuatnyer!!

aku sayang dier bnyk-bnyk!!! muakx! hehhe! (:

okay, once again, GOODBYE! (:

2009-09-25T03:01:00.000-07:00

hello!
im browsing for a new blogskin.
cause i realised that TONS of people are using the same blogskin as me.
so, yea.

came to school early today!
onlie saw Syarif there. went up to get key from Ms Fu.
opened up NP room and realised that one ball is missing. ??
anyway, Syarif said that he wanted to play with the NCC guys.
so, i joined also ahh.
i was on Tan Jing's team, and my teammates were Martin, Shaan and Khairul.
was playing2, den came the other pple from NPCC.
and den it became NPCC versus NCC.
eventually, it was a draw! heheheh! so means we equal strength lar tuu!
after that, assembled.
Xinyi's phone was with Jingwen and it rang before the National Anthem.
Mr Wong, who was standing right infront of us, gave Jingwen a blatant stare.
*shivers*
after Healthy Lifestyle went back to class.
finished worksheet on Box and Whiskers and that was it.
went for Humans class after that and i was damn sleepy and hungry and cold.
Humans lesson was interesting, as always.
ive always loved Humanities since the start of the year.
its the only subject i look forward to each week, besides PE, of course.
so, after Humans was recess.
i ate a LOT! dont even ask me what i eat.
den it was time for POA.
thought Mr Wong would scold me for skipping his xtra lesson on Wednesday.
but he didnt! phew!!
den it was the end of school!
hung out in classroom 3/7 , played with Faiqah's hair den went out.
me, Ain and Hazirah went to buy bubble tea, den lepak-ed under the block.
talked about things, serious things. had a lot of fun!
lepak-ed from 1 plus to almost 4 pm.
den went home.
Mummy said that plan to go rayer was cancelled.
i also dont know why.
-.-
hancurkan harapan jek. bluek!

okay, that's it.
GOODBYE! (:

jalan rayer!

2009-09-23T06:28:00.000-07:00

hello!
so, went jalan rayer just now!
with my friends!! GEREK SIOTTSS! :D
ader Syaf, Hazirah, Ain, Humairah, me, Atikah, Ameera and Faiqah.
oh, and latest addition : Elisha plus Zul!
so kirerkan kiter berayer 10 orang! tk ke best tu? hahha!

so tadi abes Malay paper teros alek umah.
mandi den kluar, jumper Ameera ngan Ain ngan Hazirah.
den naik bas jumper drg sumer.
tunggu sekejap, den tros jln. first stop, umah Faiqah.
tgk ceriter Malaysia, makan nugget, minum air grape den kluar.
next was umah Elisha.
kiter bbual mengarut. air kt umah dier sedap!
mak dier tolong amek gmbr kiter, den kiter klua gie umah Zul.
terpakse kiter 'bohong' sikit utk selamatkn dier. haha! dramatic sehh!
den abes umah dier, kiter gie umah Ain!
makan macaroni, minum air den tgk television.
den baru smpai umah aku!
ibu masak pasta ngan smokey bbq drumlets!
SEDAPPP! hingga menjilat jari! hahha!
Atikah kener balek cepat, so tinggal 9 orang.
den, smue masok bilik aku.
mentang2 aku ader hair straightener kt bilik, bilik aku tukar jadi hair salon.
Hazirah buat rambut dier.
aku buat rambut aku.
Ain pkai hair straightener tu utk curl-kan rambut Faiqah.
Elisha, Humairah, Ameera ngan Zul duduk atas katil aku.
smpai nk dekat 2 jam kt umah aku!
padahal kt umah lain setakat 10 minit jer!

abes umah aku, kiter camwhored kat bwh blok.
dh tk tau nk gie maner, so decided to go causeway point.
rounding rounding, akhirnyer beli ahem-ahem! hehhe!
besoklar krg tau! teehee!
den abestu gie McCafe pulak!
aku, Faiqah ngan Syaf beli Iced Chocolate, Ain beli Iced Latte, Hazirah beli Mocha Frappe.
den Humairah ngan Ameera beli Double Chocolate Frappe.
and Zul beli ice-cream yg 70 sen tu.
air smue nk abes, tros Zul belanjer kiter fries.
dier belikn utk kiter 3 large fries. aper lagi, habeskan je! hehhe!
den naik bus ngan Ain and Hazirah.
tros balek umah.

smpai umah kol 10 lebih.
ade ke mak aku cakap : Ain, bagos kau balik cpt2 mcm nie.
aku dh 'HUH?!'.
kirerkan dier ingat aku balek dari lmbt dari kol 10 mlm?
heesh!

looking forward to our next jalan rayer!
sayang krg!! ingat tau! 230909 - hari yg best utk kiter!
goodbye! :D

2009-09-22T06:27:00.000-07:00

currently in the mood for some random lyrics.
no mood, however, to go thru events that happened today.
except that i had pretty a lot of time to sleep during English paper today.
hehhe!

You had your dreams, I had mine.
You had your fears, I was fine.
You showed me what I couldn't find,
When two different worlds collide.
- Two Worlds Collide by Demi Lovato

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my lifeIf you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before
- You're Not Sorry by Taylor Swift

We're drivin' down the road

I wonder if you know
I'm tryin' so hard not to get caught up now
But you're just so cool
Run your hands through your hair
Absent mindedly makin' me want you

And I don't know how it gets better than this
You take my hand and drag me head first
Fearless
And I don't know why
but with you I'd dance in a storm in my best dress
Fearless
- Fearless by Taylor Swift

I got tired of waiting.
Wondering if you were ever coming around.
My faith in you was fading
- Love Story by Taylor Swift

I've been holding back this feeling
So I've got some things to say to you
I seen it all so I thought but I never seen nobody shine the way you do
The way you walk, way you talk, way you say my name
It's beautiful, wonderful, don't you ever change

They're dimming the street lights
You're perfect for me why aren't you here tonight?
I'm waiting alone now so come on and come out and pull me near
Shine, shine, shine
- Hey Stephen by Taylor Swift

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..
- Tell Me Why by Taylor Swift

okay, so yeah, im a huge fan of Taylor Swift and her songs.
that's why i like all her songs. and her dress style too.
i just think that she's so darn sweet!
tmr's Mother Tongue paper, after paper going out with dearest friends!
yeahyeahyeah!

cant wait! :D
goodbye, readers!
and Ain PendeK wants to wish everyone good luck in your EOYs! JIAYOU! (:

2009-09-20T20:57:00.000-07:00

alright, short one!
watched Sinar Lebaran last night.
was damn funny sia!
got one poem that Suhaimi Yusof said ;

I dont know what

I dont know who ;

But in my heart

I say YAHOO! (:

hahha! okay that's all.

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

MINAL AIDIL FALFAIZIN! :D

SELAMAT HARI RAYA!

2009-09-19T06:44:00.000-07:00

okay, so it's going to be Hari Raya in less than 3 hours.
and i've already done my part in my household chores.
i cleaned the fridge, the toilet, the kitchen and my room.
initially wanted to paint the house, but decided not to due to constraint of time.
so, my room is still plain white. ):

oh, and ive been receiving texts from friends wishing me.
Syanizam, Syafrina, ikaz, Faiqah, and some other people.
thanks yea!
and ytd was such an emotional night for me.
went for our last terawih prayers with Ameera, Humairah, Hazirah and Ain.
after doing our solat sunat and solat isyak, the ustaz wanted to speak.
and i cried. cause i was thinking of the sins ive done in the past.
i just cant help the tears falling, and so did Ain. walao, very emotional seh.
den after prayers, we were walking.
we started asking for forgiveness from each other.
again, i cried. Ain made me cry the most. Ameera too. and Humairah and Hazirah.
exchanged hugs before going home.
slept at 1am ytd. today woke up at 8am to continue my chores.

Selamat Hari Raya, Maaf Zahir dan Batin.
Kalau ader tersalah silap atau tersinggung perasaan sesiapa,
saya minta maaf beribu-ribu bnyk, dan harap maafkan saya.
Halalkan segala makan minum saya dan doakan saya dalam apa sekalipun.
Selamat Hari Raya.

to end this off on a positive note, another quote that i thought of.

Don't limit your challenges,

but challenge your limits.

Never think that you'd fail when you never atleast tried.

and with that, i thank you!
- Ain Pendekk! (:

2009-09-16T05:59:00.000-07:00

HELLO! :D
i just came back from NPCC lar dehh. tired sehh!
walk here walk there. my legs like going to break liddat.
thank God that today is the last day of patrolling in the library.
no more embarrassment/shame/paiseh-ness. hahha!

anyway, let us talk about today!
early in the morning, Junzhi from class 3/7 presented OMMS this morning.
it's about this guy who was born without eyes and was paralysed waist down.
however, he had a passion for music and was damn successful in it. sad + happy story.
den was time for silent reading. first time read so many articles and was engrossed in it.
after that went back to class and Mdm Jo came in.
did some Chemistry stuffs and then it was time for Maths.
used the Graphic Calculator and was damn fun but boring and tiring.
so played around with the calculator and chit-chatted with Leonard.
spent recess in the library, rushing through summary.
slept in English class. i guess some are also doing so, and Ms Hesley got pissed that she walked off.
haha! sooo...
it was Mother Tongue! Faiqah sat beside me and we talked a LOT.
disturbed Zul (aka Pakcik Tom Tom) and he got really disturbed by it. hahha!
klakar seh tgk mater dier due2 terbeliak mcm fishball gitu. tros muker merah padam!
teehee!

after Mother Tongue, me, Ain and Faiqah went to staff room.
called Ms Fu for my maincomm form.
she gave me a damn good score can?! i totalled it up and i got 115 out of 132.
and Boonjian was going 'Hello Maincomm!"
and Boon Joon was like "Hey, you apply for maincomm ahh? High-Five!"
haahha! and me and Rahayu goaded Ain into applying for MainComm also! heee!
after that, Ain went home to pack her stuffs ;
while Faiqah followed me to my house for me to pack my stuff.
met again under my block and took bus to Causeway Point.
as it was still early, we sat in the library before going out to meet the others.
did our patrolling for 2.5 hours and den went to Causeway.
Faiqah bought bubble tea , and i bought LJS.
went home and felt damn tired.
called Ameera and she said she not gng for terawih. so me and Ain oso didnt go.

tomorrow i got Oral lar! somemore i last person.
which means that i have to wait for a veryyyy long time.
which means that i have to go home very late.
which also means that im gonna waste a whole lotta time.
DAMN IT! :B

cena won!!

2009-09-14T07:36:00.000-07:00

i know ive not been blogging as often as i should.
well, to cut it short, my Sept holidays were mostly spent in the library.
Monday - go Library for Maths Trail meeting.
Tuesday - go Library for PYA patrolling for 2.5 hours.
Wednesday - go Library for Maths Trail meeting and to study.
Thursday - go Library in the morning to return books and study a bit.
Friday - didnt go Library cause got cca.
Saturday and Sunday - didnt go Library cause got other stuffs.
so, there you go, 4 out of 7 days in the library.
waddahell?! *sighs*

anyway, today was first day back to school.
was having Monday Blues and a rather bad hair day. ):
felt like sleeping during POA, thank god Physics was a lil bit interesting.
and i dont get why guys in my school are wearing PINK watches.
it's like so gay, and it only looks good on CERTAIN people.
and GOD, Boonjian's watch is seriously irritating the shit outta me. grr!

just came back from terawih.
had fun after terawih cause me, Humairah, Ameera and Atikah lepak under my blk.
were laughing like mad, nasib baik tk tergolek2. kn Atikah kn? hehhe!
oh, i went to wwe.com just now, and guess what?
my hero, JOHN CENA, is the current WWE CHAMPION again!!!! weee!
here are a few pictures! enjoy!

Short description >>> First 4 pictures : John Cena wrestling and eventually won the WWE Championship title. Last picture : Orton glaring at John Cena. hah! serve you rite, Randy! bluek!!!!

To finish up this post, i'd like to end up with a quote. (i create one!)

Compare fantasy and reality,
I'd rather choose fantasy.
Compare truth and lies ,
I'd rather believe the lies.

long dayy...

2009-09-07T07:34:00.000-07:00

heyheyHEYYY!!! :D
i've had a pretty long day today.
care to listen to it? you're most welcome to! (:

woke up at 4.30 am to sahur. ate ikan bakar! mmm, yumyum!
den went back to sleep. woke up again at 6.30 am to do my subuh prayers.
den went back to sleep again. woke up at like 10.30am.
watched random television shows before starting to make kueh.
4 kueh down, around 2 more to go. later this Sunday going JB maybe buying 2 more.
den bathed at around 12.15pm and went out.
fetched Ain at her house and den went to meet the rest at Boots and Shoes.
when almost everyone have reached, we took the MRT to Admiralty station.
walked a short distance to Woodlands Neighbourhood Police Centre (NPC).
the policemen gave us a briefing/presentation.
den it was time for some role-play. Guoli, Ruixia and Kia Chyi did it.
after the whole briefing, me, Ain, Faiqah and Sek Eng went to Woodlands Library.
went to 4th floor, den went down to 3rd floor, den went to 1st floor.
Ain logged into her computer account and we played some games and watched videos.
saw some of my squadmates patrolling the library. we left soonafter.

walked around Causeway.
went to Watsons cause Faiqah wanted to buy some plasters.
me and Ain fooled around with the sample blusher, and we applied some of it on Sek Eng.
end up his cheek got one dash of pink. hahha!
after that went home with Ain.
reached home, watched television again.
FINALLY, it was time to buke.
mummy cooked nasi goreng kampung (yum!).
den got ready, daddy called to ask me to go down.
daddy sent me to library. turned out everyone was waiting for me.
den went to 4th floor. discussed about the Maths Trail.
laughed a lot (typical Anthony!) and had a lot of fun.
after the discussion finished, went to McDonalds.
Xiangqi, Jiajun and Anthony bought food, while me and Huiyi bought frappe!
sat there and talked/laughed. it was so funn! hee!
den went to Starbucks cause Anthony wanted to buy his drink also.
after that went home.
reached home around 10 plus.

ohman, tmr is my grp's turn to patrol at the library.
malu nyerr!
haiyoo! tkper, Ain, you can do it!!!! (i hope. :X)

tired sia

2009-09-04T06:25:00.000-07:00

im so freaking , effing, goddamn tired.
i solo-trained the sec 1s today. cause Syarif went for some forum thingy.
and Guoli and Joanna gave private tuition to those who donno how to do the drills.
thank God Choon Long came soonafter and helped me much! :X
anyway, taught the sec ones new drills today.
they seemed happy about it. hahah!
so, gave them less breaks today. and they didnt even complain. (i think)
infact, their drills improved much much much more compared to their previous parade.
so, im happy plus proud of them! :D
but i feel like my legs, especially my toes, are killing me.ughh!!!

Ameera, sorry eh tk ikut kau gie terawih. heh.=X

Ain made me addicted to this song again.
we were singing this song while we were marshalling the HL just now.

How did I get here with you, I'd never know

I never meant to let it get so personal

And after all I tried to do

To stay away from loving you

I'm broken-hearted and I can't let you know

And I won't let it show

You won't see me cry.

14 days down, 15 more to go!
and still counting! (:

why is this coming back to me again? why is it that every single time i wanna move on, you're right there? i cant possibly ever move on if i have to see your face all the time. it was much easier when you didnt come to school. but when you didnt come, i find myself wondering when will you come back. when you do come to school, i find myself trying to find you in the midst of the crowd. i feel like putting whatever i feel for you in my pocket or stash it in some drawer and lock it, and pray that it'll never ever come back. but, i failed. i hate feeling this way. i promised myself that i will be over you. but apparently im not. boy, what have you done to me? :B

shucks

2009-09-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

im frustrated right now.
i havent ironed out my npcc uniform, even though i have cca tmr.
i havent polished my boots, even though i have cca tmr.
i havent completed my Humanities SBQ worksheet, even though it's due tmr.
i havent planned what im gonna do for cca tmr.
and to finish it off, i have absolutely no idea where on earth is my SANA badge.

i think ive misplaced it.
im 80% sure ive lost it, but im 20% sure it's somewhere in lying around.
ZhengXiong asked me to dont wear tmr, and just knock it down.
but i know (atleast 20%) that i didnt lose it.
it is probably stuck under my pile of books/worksheets, (hopefully) intact.
oh-man!

anyway, on the good side..
i've completed my NHB Project!! which is due tmr.

thank you Joe and Kuok Wei for staying back just now to help cut/paste/type everything. thank you for making sure that the materials are carefully cut out, and putting up with my fussiness. hee! oh, and thank you Choon Long and KaiChong for making me laugh just now. and not to forget, thank you Leonard and Fairuz and BoonJian and Huiyi and Anthony and Hafiz and whoever who made me laugh like a fool today in class. and it was all because of one word. oh God, im gonna burst out laughing again if i think of that word. hahhahahha! :D

and it's never too late/early for me to daydream.

i just found out recently that ADEK! is addicted to this song too! hehe!

You lift my feet off the ground
You spin me around
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling and I
I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

Baby you showed me what living is for
I dont wanna hide anymore

hehhe!

oh, countdown!

13 days down,

13 more to go.. and still counting! (:

short one

2009-09-02T01:51:00.000-07:00

hello!
im blogging from school computer yea!
hahha! spent like so much time printing out info on NHB,
ended up must just email, and not submit a hard copy. -.-
so, here i am with Faiqah, working out our NHB although we're not in the sam grp.
hahha!

anyway, a short post today.
maybe not going terawih today cause wanna watch SI. heheh. :X

oh, yeah. i wasnt feeling that well yesterday.
vomitted twice and was feeling weak throughout the day.
so sorry to those who called me yesterday and didnt get a chance to talk to me.
HEH. paiseh. xD

BYEBYE! :D

random stuffs

2009-08-30T07:35:00.000-07:00

whatever has happened these days, let's just put it behind us.
i have more important stuffs to focus on.
(:

went to Aunt's house today.
ate kebab for breaking fast. was damnn fun at her house!
Adam, me and my grandpa watched WWE Smackdown together.
Grandpa was making an awful lot of comments, and it cracked us al up. hahha!
oh, and Farah was counting down the minutes to breaking fast.
finally, azan berkumandang! eee, happy nyerr! :D
ate together. den did our Maghrib prayers.
after that, me, Adam and Farah brought Grandpa to the clinic.
Grandpa's legs were so painful, so Grandpa wanted an injection to soothe the pain.
took turns in pushing his wheelchair. Adam accompanied Grandpa inside to see the doctor.
so me and Farah fooled around with the wheelchair. push here, push there. like small kids.
ended up get scolded by Grandma. hahha!
after his check-up , went back to Aunt's.
sat for a while more before going home. hehhe!

tomorrow is half-day cause got teacher's day celebrations.
which means that we can be released at 10.15 am! yippeee!!
so, can start baking my Hari Raya cookies from tomorrow onwards! (:

9 days down , 20 more to go.
and still counting... (:

TERAWIH!

2009-08-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

hello!
i promised someone that my posts would be happier from now on.
so, here it goes! :D

yesterday was superr funfunFUN!
aft school went to HomeEcons room with Atikah, Humairah, Syaf, Faiqah and Ain.
signed in and got to work.
i kept changing jobs. haha!
first, i put the chocolate chips on the cookies.
den after that, i changed to putting the dough on the trays.
den i changed to looking after the cookies while it was baking.
was having so much fun! i was the "in-charge" cause the boys knew nothing about it.
kept calling me to ask whether is the cookies cooked or not. haha!
den when it is cooked, we put on the table and press the bell so the other guys would take it.
OH! and we put our baking gloves in the FRIDGE! to keep it cold.
lame, i know. but the boys were having fun popping everthing into the fridge.
Samuel and Jiajun were driven nuts by me cause i kept pressing the bell. false alarm, heh.
den got some extras.
so packed it and brought home for breaking fast later on.

after it was done, went to pray with Ain, Humairah and Faiqah.
den went to lepak at Silver. soonafter me and Ain went home.
ate mee goreng for break fast. den Humairah called.
said that her father can give us a lift to Masjid Al-Shafa'a for terawih.
of course i agreed! called Ain, she also agreed. called Ameera, but was rejected. ):
anyway, waited for Humairah's dad at 8pm at WNP den go lorh.
finally managed to do 20 rakaat. after that Humairah's dad brought us go makan.
me and Ain didnt eat. but we shared Kway Teow Bandung with Humairah.
den Humairah's dad sent us home. reached home at like 11 plus pm.
straightaway went to sleep.

slept all the way till afternoon this morning.
didnt know why i was so tired anyway. thank god dad didnt scold.
watched tv till 3.30pm. got ready go tuition.
came back at 7.15pm just now.
watched MICHAEL JACKSON HISTORY CONCERT:MUNICH
his concert was so fun to watch! and he just loves children.
gosh, im getting addicted to his songs all over again.
Heal the world, Make it a better place
For you and For me and the entire Human race
There are people dying, if we care enough for the Living
Make a better place for you and for me.

end of post.
goodbye! (:

imy, friend.

2009-08-28T03:11:00.000-07:00

i hope that this would be the last post that would be gloomy and oh-so-moody, like what Azhari calls them. but seriously, so much is going on and the only place to let it out is here. so, here goes nothing.

we have always been so close. since sec one. we would sing songs together and talk together and laugh together. but somehow, things have changed between us. you're no longer the person i knew. maybe you've changed, or ive changed, or whatever. but i must admit that i really and truly miss the old you. you were always there when i needed you. but where are you now? i'd give everthing to have the old you back. people change, i agree. but your change is too drastic for me. you're not sitting with us anymore, and we hardly talk, let alone look at each other. it's worse now that we dont even exchange smiles/glances at each other when we walk past each other in the corridors/hallways. im sad, yes. im upset, yes. im disappointed, yes. it's too abrupt. you seem happy now in your clique. i never wanted you to leave. but you seem to prioritise your bf rather than us, who have been through almost everything with you since 2007. would things have been different if you hadnt had a bf? or rather, would things have been different if you'd managed to equally spend your time with us and ur bf? would you still be here with us? laughing with us? like old times? idk. what i know is that, i dont want this to end just like that. im sorry too, if ive ever hurt you in any way. im sorry too, that you left us. i feel like ive not been a good friend enough for you. im sorry too. and i miss you. will you ever come back? T.T

all this is tiring the shit outta me.crap.
i need an aspirin.

We fell apart
It ripped me apart
Best Fiends forever?
Seems like a lie.
Trying to understand
What went so wrong
We were so close
Thats what hurts the most
Memories will not fade
Carved in my heart always
I know we fell apart
But you will always be in my heart

MOTIVATION?

2009-08-27T06:02:00.000-07:00

current mood : bored to the ultimate maximum

hooked on : No Boundaries - Kris Allen (old song, i know. heh.)

im feeling very crappy. i have no mood at all to do homework. Fasting is starting to take its toll on me. i have been coughing and sneezing like a maniac for the past few days. some people are irritating the shit out of me. im not getting enough sleep. im having frequent mental blocks. aanndd, teachers have this excellent plan to make us stay back for recess the whole of next week to complete her lessons. great, just GREAT.

therefore, there's no surprise if i decide on listening to Kris Allen's song up there to help "soothe" my nerves/mood. i think im deprived of motivation. or im losing motivation. anyhoots, i dont feel motivated to do anything. so that explains why ive been slightly more sarcastic and grumpy the whole of this week so far. i apologise to anyone who was offended by the way i spoke to you this week. please pardon me.

im surprised/shocked/disgusted/appalled/irritated/pissed at you.

i think if i have to compile a list of words to describe you, i donno how long it would be.

bottomline, ive seen a side of you which i havent seen before.

and i feel that, that side of you now, is so hyprocritical/fake/plastic.

- no offence to anyone -

saper2 teraser, tk tau aper nk ckp ye. (:

With every step you climb another mountain
Evey breath it's harder to believe
You'll make it through the pain, weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going nowhere
Just when you almost gave up on your dreams
They take you by the hand, and show you that you can
You can go higher, you can go deeper
There are no boundaries, above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there's nothing between you and your dreams

~ Will you take my hand, baby?

2009-08-26T04:11:00.000-07:00

hello!

im SUPPERR tired can?

just came back from NPCC additional practice for the sec ones. and guess what? out of 34 cadets, only 13 came. like wth?! but what to do? They were told that the training was optional, so of course la they dont wanna come. infact, when i was on the way home just now, i saw some of them sitting at void decks. -.-

anyway, trained their drills. not up to standard. me and Sherinnya scolded them for their attitude and behaviour. played RT. was FUNNN! and i didnt let the fact that im fasting to get in the way. 2nd match was btwn sec 3s and 1s. of course sec 3s dominated the match lar! hehhe!

ohh! got back most of my results! (some i very disappointed :B)

English (Overall) - 74.7 , A2 walao eh!!! 0.3 more marks to get A1! -.-

E-Maths - 76 , A1 YIPEEE!!!

A-Maths - 72 , A2 YIPEEE!!! i thought i failed sia! phew! =3

Social Studies - 16/25 , havent combine with History yet. nonetheless, a bit disappointed.

History - unknown. next week den know. heh.

Chemistry - very disppointed. dont wanna say. i screwed up my equations.

Physics - also a bit disappointed. but never mind. i got B3. i passed. thank God!

Mother Tongue - 75 , A1 YAYYY! hahha!

so there.

i guess im done here.

going to continue reading my House of Night series.

so...

GOOD NIGHT

and

SELAMAT BERBUKA! :D

PISSED OFF...

2009-08-25T03:58:00.000-07:00

i really need to get this off my chest. so, you can skip this part if you dont wanna read it.

im getting seriously sick and tired of people controlling my blog and controlling what i should post and what i should not post. and i wanna tell a particular person about this. You've made me removed 3 of my posts. You asked me to remove it, cause you dont want the people affected by my words to be hurt. den, if i have to spare a thought of others den i can post, den who will spare a thought for mine? as ive already mentioned in my disclaimer, this is MY BLOG, MY SAY. you tagged my blog, hinting to me that i might hurt her with my words. but, dont you know that ive already removed that one line before she could see it? She's been my friend for the past 3 years. close friend, infact. and i might have typed that one line on impulse. But if you're unhappy with me posting that way, you could have just told me right? i talked to you nicely, you ignored me. i stand infront of you, you ignored me. even if you have to talk to me, layan pon mcm mls nk layan. bbual pon setakat nk pinjam correction tape atau tanyer date hari tu aper. im tired seh. ni kn blog aku. ye, memang aku salah sbb aku post dat one line. tp kan aku dh remove. i realised my mistake. and skrg aku ngan dier dh ok per. ader tk kau nmpk aku halau dier? ader tk kau nmpk aku tk layan dier? ader tk kau nmpk aku buat bodoh kt dier? tak kan? whatever seh. if you are unhappy with this particular post, you can continue treating me as if im invisible. cause that is exactly what you are doing now.

im always the one sparing a thought for others.

people never do homework, i lent them mine. end up i get scolded.

people want to do something. found it troublesome. end up i do it for them.

people get higher marks than me and are disappointed, i still comfort them even though i wished that i would have the same marks as them.

people called me names, i dont fight back. instead, i cry like a little baby.

people leave me out, i continue smiling even though im hurting inside.

why cant anyone spare a thought for me?

besides SHAFAHAA, who else? no one.

and no one will know how terribly grateful i am to have SHAFAHAA.

cause i know that they'll always be there for me whenever i need them. (:

someone, i dont blame you if you continue treating me as a stranger.

the onlie thing that i can do is to bear with it.

AIN, you can do it.

ugh! im seriously considering on making this blog private seh. =3

whatever seh

2009-08-21T21:47:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

had no test (thankfully, i really needed a break from all the mugging).
was doing my History stuffs when Faiqah came into my class.
asked me to sub Kuok Wei for marshalling, and i was glad to. hee!
stationed at Qihua pedestrian crossing, was quite bored lar.
den slowly, the runners came. walao, all never follow traffic light one. -.-
den Faiqah and Ain came. went back to school. assembled at hall.
after that we went back to class.
secretly did my History in maths class. shh! :D
forgot to bring jacket for History class. so shared with Sheri.
copied notes on Northern Ireland again and den went off for recess.
recess , den POA den straight went home.
watched TV for a short while, den after that went out with Mummy!

went to Orchard, Takashimaya. went to Kinokuniya bookstore.
turned out that the book that i wanted was out of stock.
den shopped for a while before taking a train to Bishan.
shopped some more, bought a few things den went back to cwp.
ate at Banquet den went down to McCafe to buy 2 frappes!
den went to NTUC. that was where we met Lutfi's grandmother!
okay, some introduction..
Lutfi was my childhood friend.
although i dont remember much, i was told that we were damn close.
like siblings. (:
alright, back to the coincidental meeting.
His grandmother invited us to go to their house.
Mummy agreed, so we took bus 912 to their house.
Lutfi came back later.
we chatted together.
he seemed to remember quite a lot of stuffs that happened last time.
after that we went back home.

oh, and tomorrow's the 1st day of fasting.
hope that i can handle it well. (:

SELAMAT BERPUASA! (:

A-ONE! :D

2009-08-20T01:08:00.001-07:00

hello!
im very the happy today!
okay, start from the beginning lar kay?

reached school around 7.15 ? bumped into ADEK outside school.
so went to class together.
ternampak Ameera and Ain on the floor. haha!
so went to class, put bag den went to class 3/7 and talked.
Atikah told me about a ceriter, while Ameera also told me something.
please ah. jgn nk step minah sak.
kalau krg yg spam blog Ameera, admit je lar.
u spammers have no life sia, seriously sey. tkde keje, pi blaja lar!
nk post2 kt blog konon. ingat kiter tk tau pe? dots.
anyway, went back to class.
sang National Anthem den took A-Maths CT2.
was stuck on the circles qn, so skipped and did binomial theorem.
den went back to the circles qn, still donno how to do. so maen hentam je lar.
after the test was PE!
went to basketball court and played basketball. FUNFUNFUN!

after PE was Maths.
went thru the NE ws on Trigonometry.
den got back E-maths paper! i got A1!!!!!! HEEEEEEEE!
was so damn happy. Amraan also got A1!
but felt sorry for Sheri and Aticus. walao, they looked so sunken sia.
):
spent recess with SHAFAHAA! rocked! simple. (:
mother tongue was a bore. as usual.
but also got back our test. and i also got A1!!! HEEEEEEE!
HAHHA! spent English doing POA and summary.
and Anthony, Fairuz, Amraan, Aticus keep making me laugh.
hehhe! ^.^

POA test on next Monday. pffttt...

get this straight.
we're not faking. we're really happy with each other.
we enjoy each other's company.
dont have to worry about us.
thankyouverymuch. (:

AYAT AYAT CINTA

2009-08-19T01:24:00.000-07:00

im addicted to the song.

especially cause Daddy keep playing the song over and over in the car.

im hooked! :D

anyway, it's been a lovely 3 days with SHAFAHAA! spent the previous 2 days in the library, then finally we went to canteen today. cause it's our last fried food day before we start fasting, so figured that we'll make full use of it. HEH! so, came down ate my kway teow happily, and thanks to Humairah who paid for me. hehe! so, went up for English. since ive finished my personal recount, i used the time to complete my POA. oh, and i absolutely love spending time with my 3 fabulous classmates : Sherinnya, Aticus and Amraan! we kept laughing during Maths and Amraan's serious face (act one) really cracked me up.

oh, speaking about maths. i told Ms Lee that i didnt want to drop my A-Maths. cause there's a possibility that the school would want me to drop A-Maths, considering that i failed my MYE by 2 marks. but thankfully, Ms Lee said that my chances of having to drop A-Maths was relatively low. and she said that since im hardworking (woahh!) , i wont have to drop it. phew! can heave a sigh of relief! :X and she said that my E-maths result is not that bad. so, got hope! gotta start revising since it's A-Maths CT tmr.

~ i cant stop thinking about you.

where are your smses? where are your frequent soothing words? where are you when i wanna hear you, when i wanna see you? where did you run off to? i miss you. isnt this what you wanna hear? just because i said that im not ready yet, you wanna hide from me? you wanna act like there wasnt anything between us? you wanna act like everything between us doesnt exist? what about the smes? what about all the sweet talk you gave me? what about those things you said to me. you said that you'll be there for me when i needed you. you said i could confide in you. you said that you'd be there whenever i need a shoulder to cry on. are you going back on your words? i need to see you boy. badly.

cause i'll go really crazy if i dont. we need to work things out.

the words in blue was for me to let it all out.

so readers, you dont have to strain your eyes to see it. (:

2009-08-18T01:33:00.000-07:00

Bila keyakinanku datang
Kasih bukan sekadar cinta
Pengorbanan cinta yang agung
Kupertaruhkan
~ Ayat-Ayat Cinta by Rossa

im currently revising for my Physics exam tmr.
been having a whale of a time with my clique : SHAFAHAA!
hahha! Ameera came up with that name. hehhe!
anyway, Mrs Tan wanted to revise Physics just now.
but i think the class wasnt bothered. oh, well, most of the class.
oh, and Mr Wong yelled at us during POA just now.
but he went back to his cheerful self soon after his outburst.

early in the morning went to 3/7 to give Ain food.
when Atikah told me that she had chosen the same blogskin as me!
den she panicked and called Ameera, den she used another blogskin. haha!
LLLOOOLLL!!! :D

been spending recess in the library lately.
and laughing a lot with Ain and Ameera and SHAFAHAA!
okay. i'll admit it. i love them! (:
f.y.i : me and Faiqah are blood sisters! we are both blood type O!
isnt that just amazing?!
hahha, im being lame, i know. shut up Ain.
HEH!

back to mugging. see ya!

2009-08-17T03:56:00.000-07:00

GONE GONE GONE.
hopes of getting good grades for History paper is gone.
oh-man.
i was onlie left with ONE more factor to be explained.
and the two words from Ms Lee's mouth : Time's up crushed all my hopes.
i spent like more than 3 hours, memorising the factors like a maniac in my room.
walking around my room like a zombie.
only to let a matter of a few minutes get in the way.
pffttt. im so damn pissed now.
why must have TWO SEQ?! i'd rather you give us SBQ!
*sigh* oh well, almost the whole class didnt finish the paper anyway. X:

spent recess in the library today. wanted to save money. HEH!
flipped though some history books.
was browsing through one when i came upon a page where pictures of nude statues were shown.
i could not help but laugh! and i laughed like shit, lemme tell you.
and Ain and Ameera and Atikah made fun of me.
oh, and Hazirah also poked fun at me. huhuu..
hahha! den was browsing some more until bell rang.
was damn irritated by Aticus's constant rambling that i refused to talk to him.
to sum it all up, the day is boring. well, typical Monday.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR CHEMISTRY PAPER TOMORROW.

JIAYOUS!!! ~

2009-08-14T03:37:00.001-07:00

hello! :D
i currently have some free time at hand, so figured that i'd blog.
so, i'll be blogging about what happened for the past week.

MONDAY 10.08.09
it's a freaking holiday lar sehh!!! (:
intended to go JB. but got a massive traffic jam.
so Dad made a U-turn and ended up eating at Adam Road.
after that, err.. i dont remember anything already. =B
i mean, it's like 5 days ago? how to remember? my memory aint that good ok?

TUESDAY 11.08.09
umm. had my English Common Test.
i think it was some comprehension about bird's nest?
dun remember much of it. but it was rather manageable.
lessons as usual after that.
Sherinnya sent me home! (:
OH! and Sarah Aqilah won Anugerah!!!! yipeeee!!! :D

WEDNESDAY 12.08.09
umm.. had my Social Studies paper.
screwed up on my third SBQ question. the difference thingy. wrote crap.
had lessons as usual again...

THURSDAY 13.08.09
Mother Tongue Common Test.
it was some comprehension on reading and some other thing.
it was pretty easy. compared to MYE. (duh?!)
again, lessons resume as per normal.

FRIDAY 14.08.09 aka TODAY!
had E-Maths Common Test.
totally forgot about the cosine rule lar seh!
so, 2 or 4 marks fly away. -.-
den err, umm, ermm, maths.
Ms Lee didnt come. so this irritating Mr Soh took over.
he's damn irritating can? walk here walk there. cannot sit still. ugh!
Humans was fun! as usual. my humanities class rock!
recess.
15 mins of POA was taken by Mdm Jo, who wanna revise Chem with us.
den learnt about some more about prepayment for POA.
after school, went to toilet with Elisha den went to canteen.
sat with Ameera and Hazirah den go 883 buy bubble tea.
reached school me and Faiqah bought food and ate.
@ 2.25pm went for Mother Tongue oral.
had fun with my malay peeps. played hangman and shared riddles.
den it was my turn. it was about historic buildings/place.
and to say that it was difficult was a total understatement.
ugh. anyway, after that went back to canteen.
me, Humairah, Atikah and Faiqah mocked/disturbed the sec ones.
left school at around 5? sat @ Fushan garden
bbual kosong/talked crap there. it was funnn!!!!
until this stupid auntie come and scolded us for being there.
so we pretended to be studying. and she left us. typical kaypoh nyonya. -.-
den sat there for nearly an hour or so, den went 883 buy bubble tea again.
the rest went to lepak again, i went home.

okay, a very 'brief' summary about my past week.
gotta delete my friendster, update my facebook, change blogskin (hopefully)
and go back to my book!
see ya! (:

2009-08-13T02:58:00.000-07:00

i know ive been MIA for a while.
reason being i am currently having my COMMON TESTs now.
and im a little preoccupied with my latest novel infatuation - the House of Night series.
so i guess im gonna be on blog hiatus for the time being.

that's all.
goodbye. miss me yeah? :X

2009-08-06T03:14:00.000-07:00

i have a lot of things to get off my chest.

so, please pardon my language in this post.

who do you think you are? to judge me so? to call me names? i have never ever done anything bad to you. i have never even spoke bad of you. far enough from calling you names. but since you're being so 'open' about how you feel about me, i might as well be open about it too. i wont make an effort to shrink the font size anymore, cause there's no point of doing so. i wont call you any vulgarities. simply because of two reasons. One, vulgarities may be your forte, but it definitely ain't mine. Two, you dont deserve it, really. You can go around telling people the horrid names that you call me, you can go around doing whatever you wanna do. But at the end of the day, the result is that everybody will just think that you have nothing else better to say. You make me sick. I'm getting sick and tired of your actions. I'm getting sick and tired of having to listen to whatever crap and shit you're spreading around about me. I'm getting sick and tired of letting your words bug me. Say whatever you want. but get this, I will get through it. cause i have friends standing by me. cause i have friends who support me. cause i have friends who care for me. so, it's your mouth, it's a free world. but i have some advice for you, prepare yourself for what you have to face in the afterworld.

a big thanks to all those who comforted me today. namely, Ain, Ameera, Hazirah, Farlyanna, Humairah, Elisha, Azhari, Atik, Fairuz, Leonard, Xiangqi, Huiyi, Yushan and whoever did for me. thank you so much. i really appreciate it. (:

i love you guys. (:

2009-08-04T03:43:00.001-07:00

Ku bertanya , kau mengapa
Terus menghilang dari cinta kita
Ku gelisah kau berubah
Cuba mencari dimana salah

Sedihnya dan pedihnya
Bila hati kau hancuri

Memang kau lelaki yang tak
Punya perasaan dalam hatimu
Kau lelaki yang tak mengerti hati ini
Oh hatiku ini

Dulu kau kata cinta
Yang terindah seperti bintang-bintang
Tapi kini dah terbukti
Sememangnya kau bukan milikku lagi

Sedihnya dan pedihnya bila hati
Kau hancuri

Memang kau lelaki
Yang tak punya perasaan
Dalam hatimu

Kau lelaki yang tak mengerti hati ini
Oh hatiku ini

DON'T ask me why i put that song there.

i have no idea too! HEE!

hah, i know im being terribly lame. oh well.

i think that i've fallen sick.i've been sneezing non-stop since morning. im not feeling well. fullstop.

weird, Sherinnya told me that she'd always hear me sneeze everytime during the National Anthem. hahha! oh, and Mr Wong was crapping again today during POA. he was suddenly talking about bikinis and underwears and stuff. i have no idea how on earth that topic actually came out. and Physics was like SUPERR boring that i managed to read TWO whole chapters of MARKED, which i borrowed from Xiangqi. nice book, that one. but i cant agree with Deanna that the book is better than Twilight. yet.

oh, and this conversation was between me and Leonard.

it was during POA when Mr Wong was talking about all those underwear.

Me : eh Leonard ahh, what is the difference between boxers and shorts ahh?

Leonard : mmm. boxers are a bit tighter.

LOLLL.

and this next conversation was between me and Sherinnya.

if i rmb correctly, it was when we were walking home together just now.

Me : you know i was like asking Leonard whats the difference btwn boxers and shorts. he said that boxers is a bit tighter.

Sherinnya : OH! i know! boxers got one hole at the bottom. to put that thing inside.

i looked at her. shocked. mouth open. :O

Sherinnya : WHAT? my father wears them okay? that's why i know.

HAHA!

okay, im done here, and im off to blow my nose for God-knows-how-many times.

Goodnight everybody! (:

2009-08-03T04:25:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I walk a little faster
In the school hallway just to get next to you
Sometimes I spend a little extra time
In the morning just to impress you
Guess you dont notice, Guess you dont need this
Sad, you're not seeing what you're missing
- Rock star by Miley Cyrus

Hey Hey HEYY!!!
Ain back to blog again!
im currently hooked to the above song ,
ever since i heard it on Fathin's Ipod. hahha!
okay, today i woke up SUPPEERR early, cause need to be in school by 7 am.
fetched Ain at her house, then walked to school tgt.
was hungry. so i bought kaya toast ; and Ain bought herself a pau.
den must assemble infront of NP room.
Ms Fu handed out our certificates as well as our badges.
i am now a CERTIFIED 1ST KAYAKER!
HEHHE! i know ive already said it, but it doesnt hurt to say it once more! :D

thought that we could FINALLY assemble together as a school.
but Mdm Rekha announced that we have to all go back to our respective classes.
so, took temperature. completed Chemistry. and a few other homeworks.
Chemistry was surprisingly fun!
we had to stand up and answer questions ;
and those who got it wrong has to stand on their chairs.
Melvin , Chi Shieng and Ruo Jie literally made us laugh till our sides hurt.
woahh. damn fun lar! hehhe!
English, Maths, POA and Physics were normally boring.
school ended. and Sufiliyana sent me home! (:
thanks babe! :D

and sitting with Leonard is SUUPPERR fun too!
not a day passes without him making me laugh till my cheeks hurt.
just like today. during Physics. woahh, i LOVE sitting beside him man!
BESSTT!!!! hehhe!
looking forward to coming to school everyday! HEE! (:

2009-08-01T06:52:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLOOOO!!!!!! [;

currently in a VERY good mooddd!!!!
cause RSNPCC did very well for the Area Games Challenge!!!!
okay, i'll talk about it here.

umm.. woke up at around 6 am?
bathed for 20 mins, did my hair, pinned up everything.
den went out and fetched Ain!
walked to causeway point. we were not on time, but didnt get scolding!
was still early, so went to Old Chang Kee and bought curry puffs.
i was afraid to eat too much, scared my stomach make trouble.
so took 912 to Fuchun Sec, with Faiqah leading the way.
reached alr, thought can just go in.
but the security guard stopped us, made us line up, and took our temperature.
individually. he put the 'thermometer' at our forehead and measured. HAH!
so, we sat down at this sandy + grassy patch and played Chucky and Concentration.
played till the organisers asked us to assemble.
OC gave speech, and then the games started.

i was in the FRISBEE team! (:
my teammates were : ZhengXiong, Ruixia, Syarif and one sec 2 guy called Yibing.
first match was against Marsiling.
won. 5-3
but, the way it was played was SOOO unlike how we played at our own school.
i thought that the playing area was small.
turned out that it was bigger than our parade square.
very tiring! and the Marsiling guys kept commenting on our team.
kept saying that ZhengXiong and Syarif were damn good! hehhe!!
then next match was against Woodlands sec.
the whole team was girls!
and the CI ask us : Riverside, do you mind playing against an all-girls team?
of course we dont mind! it was our opportunity to THRASH them what?!
so, we said no. worked out a new strategy.
den we really did thrash them. all thanks to our new strategy!
final score : 8-0! we won! again!
next match was to determine the 1st and 2nd places.
was against Fuchun Sec.
i guess they underestimated us? cause we scored the 1st point.
and they were already rather agitated.
and me and Ruixia were smiling and damn happy!
point after point we scored, and NIL for the Fuchun team.
i also heard the girl say : walao, drg bagos sak! mcm ner nie?!
haha! and we purposely shouted RIVERSIDE to intimidate them.
INTIMIDATION is half the battle won. ever heard of that?
and after 10 mins was up, we won! 1st place!
score : 8-0 (i tink. but we scored a lot, and Fuchun scored 0)
was happy-happy. until i heard the referee say :
'Wah, surprising sia Riverside can win. I thought Fuchun sure win one."

waddahell?! we won thanks to our strategy sehh!
hehehe! go FRISBEE team! [;

to make things better, Ms Fu bought for us a whole carton of 100 plus.
so drank it like we've never drank water for 1 year.
was damn happy.
especially when during the prize presentation session!
results for RSNPCC :
Captain's Ball - CHAMPION
Floorball - 1st RUNNER UP
Frisbee - CHAMPION!!!
and the weird thing is , Riverside cheered like hell man!
and the other schools just stared at us.
hahha! damn happy!!!!

after dismissal, took a few pictures.
den walked to causeway with Ain, Faiqah, Syarif and the chinese guys.
ate at Macdoalds, went to The Blues, den went home.
I'M VERY PROUD OF RSNPCC!
GO GO GO!!!!! [;

2009-07-31T04:58:00.000-07:00

Drip Drop , when will my teardrops stop
Falling for you
Tick Tock , steady as a clock
Drip Drop , hoping someday soon , I'll be over you

Good evening to my lovely readers.
[ i dont know why im suddenly so formal. HAH! ]
anyway, today passed by very quickly.
i dont have any idea why i suddenly wanna bring my maths stuffs home.
nk jadi budak baik ke, Ain? hahha, nevermind.
so, after school went to Ameera's house to pass her hmwk.
den she tagged along with us cause we going 883.
she was damn sick lar. and damn cold also.
weather was freaking hot, yet her hands were freaking cold.
*shudders*
GET WELL SOON AMEERA DEAR!
after buying bubble tea (only Hazirah and Humairah did) ; went back school.
Ain and Faiqah went off to NDP training,
while i stayed in NP room and did my POA and maths hmwk.
after roaming about, sat beside Atik infront of the field area.
we watched the Qihua kids having soccer training.
very cute! hahha!
so me and Atik chatted about some things.
and he was not that usual joking kind. he was like, quiet and serious.
made me feel weird sitting beside him.
anyway, felt a little thirsty so made myself a cup of cold blackcurrant drink.
couldnt finish it, so gave it to the malay guys.
who were gladly willing to finish it.
locked up NP room. den met with Ain and Faiqah and went home.

tomottow i got that Area Challenge thing at Fuchun Sec.
as far as im told, im involved in Frisbee!!
still making up my mind whether to have breakfast tomorrow or not.
cause i scared that my stomach will rumble while im playing.
uhh.. nevermind then.
im looking forward to tomorrow!!!!

okay, enough crapping.
GOODnight earthlings! (:

2009-07-28T04:23:00.000-07:00

well, as you can see, there are no quotes for today.

only a picture of me and Faiqah!

Faiqah, thanks for being concerned about me about that issue. sorry if i've hurt your feelings by talking about your friend. i thought that those small words were too small to be read, but you managed to read it anyway. so, yeah. thanks for listening to me at the bus stop just now. also thanks for not being offended since the person that i was talking about was your friend. we're still like old times. like the times in that photo up there. how silly of me to think that things had changed between us. hahha! you're still my adek and im still your kakak. Ain's still our mother and we're as close as before. and welcome to the pondok club! hehhe!(:

i really shouldnt be here. Instead, i should be completing my POA Doubtful Debts worksheet, my 8.1 E-Maths worksheet and my malay reflection. but oh well. that can wait. im a typical procrastinator, havent you heard? hah!

still deciding whether to fast tomorrow or not. oh, and Azhari has withdrawn from the NDP parade at school. he just dropped out of it, said that Martin was gonna replace him, and then he came and sit with me by the fountain. haha! to think that we made a pact that we're gonna be in the NDP parade this year. =P

trying in vain to upgrade my Internet Explorer.

but computer's giving me a problem. ughhh... :(

nevermind. i hope Mdm Jo doesnt come tomorrow.

please please please. Insya' Allah! :D

GOODNIGHT EVERYBODY!!!!! (:

so much to do ; so little time

2009-07-27T05:10:00.000-07:00

i thought things were okay between us both
i never thought that i would be wrong
slowly, i no longer see your existence, and you dont see mine
so, let's just part ways and lead our own lives

Current Mood : Sleepy and tired
i really didnt want to come to school today. i was too tired and sleepy to get my butt off my oh-so-comfortable bed. i wanted to sleep in. but however, my mother took no notice of my pleas. heeshh..
so, no choice but to drag myself all the way to school. speaking of which, i was nearly knocked down by this white Toyota Wish car. even then, i still didnt wake up. i actually took 30 mins to get to school. when i usually take only 15 mins. *gives tired face*

thank god Mdm Jo didnt come today. and the relief teacher was so damn nice larh. the second one, i mean. everybody was like so freaking happy that Mdm Jo was absent. haha! oh, and i think that Mr Khairul has got serious issues. just now got speedtest, he was walking around in class den stopped at my table. then he die-die wanna see my paper. like wth?! you can see it when you're marking it right. *cross eyes*

a number of my accounts are dead.
friendster. tagged. twitter.
one of the only active one is my Facebook.
speaking of which, i have TONS of requests on Facebook.
Faiqah gave me a pet society request, Jarren gave me another game request, and i dunnoe how many people kept requesting me to play Mafia Wars.
and my email is flooded. and im too lazy to open every single email.
can i not go to school tomorrow?
hah Ain. fat hope! X.X

2009-07-26T04:43:00.000-07:00

Cause you bring out the best in me
Like no one ever do
That's why im by your side
That's why i love you

i guess i might have to blog starting from yesterday onwards.
woke up early cause gonna meet Ameera at noon.
met her at usual place and cause her ez-link card no money, need to walk to cwp.
she was complaining about the heat and all. hah! drama sehh!
and she kept scolding that person. for me.
aww, so sweet. hehhe! best friends mah! KB! (:
anyway, went to library. borrowed some malay novels.
found out that we could borrow 6 books! yeahh!

so after that went up to Banquet and ate kway teow!
and Ameera kept saying that the food is nice and the chef pandai masak.
so, then we walked around Causeway.
we bought identical hairband, only mine is red and hers is blue.
aft that walked from cwp to the bus stop infront her house.
took bus 969 and there was this crazy guy in the bus. crazy old apek.
he kept poking the air-con with his umbrella.
and then he went to the pple who was sitting behind and starting poking theirs too.
like wth?! everyone was scared of him.
so, went to tuition. turned out that Eunice was in the same bus as me.
and she was sitting beside him some more! hahha!

tuition was boring.
spent the time doing my history notes and portfolio.
after that, fetched Atuk and went to JB.
slept over at Aunt's house cause the day after got wedding.
it was freaking cold sia! *shivers*

woke up superr early this morning. got ready and went out.
had breakfast. and precisely at that point, Aticus smsed me about Chem.
he was asking a lot of qns on Chemistry.
and how he wanted to skip school cause he was too scared of Mdm Jo.
hah, how cute! HEE! :D
anyway, he smsed me from around 10am all the way to 2pm.
and i had to rack my brain and give him the answers and the reasons.
heeesh.
so, that's like the end of today.

tomorrow's school day.
tomorrow im gonna have to face that person again.
im nervous, yes.
but i know i have my incredible friends behind me.
oh, and speaking about my friends.
they wanted me to do this for them. which im glad to.

a BIG thank you to NUR AMEERA BTE MOHD NORYAZI as well as NURUL AIN BTE KAMARUDIN for being the bestest of the bestest friends ive had in my whole entire life. thank you both for cheering me up when im down. thank you for standing up for me everytime. thank you for making me laugh everytime im with you. thank you for those memorable memories you two have given me. thank you for caring for me everytime. and most importantly, thank you for accepting me to be your friend. (:

i love you two so much, i swear (:

What goes around ; comes around .

2009-07-23T06:36:00.000-07:00

Dont spit on me and shame yourself
Because you wish you were someone else
You look so "clean" but you spread your dirt
As if you think that words dont hurt
You build up walls no one can climb
The things you do should be a crime
You're queen of superficiality
Keep your lies out of my reality
And when you're nice it's just a pose

hello.
been feeling fucked up since the start of the day.
and me fasting certainly didnt help my mood.
thank god Leonard and Fairuz and Anthony's jokes brightened my day.
and of course my girlfriends who make me happy!
i love you guys! (:
thanks to Ameera for sharing your secrets with me.
thanks to Ain for sharing my sentiments on that person.
and for making that joke the other day. it helped a lot, dearest! (:
thanks to Humairah for telling me what she did.
thanks to Hazirah for lending me that cute book of yours.
thanks to Elisha for sharing me your feelings about your life.
thanks to Priya and Sherinnya for comforting me just now.
actually wanted to let it out to my girlfriends (Ameera, Ain etc) ;
but they were off to Higher Malay and i didnt wanna hold them up.
so, luckily you guys were there.
and thanks to Sherinnya for that huge hug you gave me.
thanks to Priya for cursing that person for me.
Priya : just forget her larh. you're 100 times better than her, in terms of looks and character. she's a ******. people like her can scram.
hahha! thanks girl!
oh, and also thanks for your hug Priya.
really appreciate it so much. thanks so much (:

i love my friends ; i swear.

and to this person.
i aint gonna say anything.
you can say anything you want.
it may hurt , but i aint gonna give you the pleasure of seeing me break down.
cause as Priya and Sherinnya said, you aint worth my thinking about.
you can do any immature/childish things for all i care.
im not gonna waste my energy on fretting over whatever you said.
as ive said in my disclaimer, it's a free world.
you may dislike me, maybe even hate me .
it may bug me. you may think that i hate you. maybe i do.
or maybe i'll try my ultimate best not to mind your words.
but i have friends, great friends, who i treasure a lot. who i care about.
you can continue doing whatever you are doing.
but as the saying goes : what goes around, comes around.
oh, and i also believe in karma! hee! (:

okay, goodbye!
and i believe that tomorrow will be a great day! :D

2009-07-22T04:54:00.000-07:00

i long to say that im over you.
i cant wait for the day that i can proudly
announce that im over you.
but it's easier said than done.
cause now, i find myself looking for you in the midst of the crowd.

hello!
changed my blogskin. again.
found this skin familiar, but i chose it anyway.
so, life's been the same routine everyday.
go school. deal with attitudes and sarcastic teachers.
i really hope that the school wont ask any NIE teachers to teach us.
come on lah, O Levels next yr, and u want inexperienced teachers to teach us?
u expect good results, but u give us this kind of teachers.
grr!!!
anyway, sidetracked.
okay, where was i?
oh, yeahh.. my "very interesting" life. HAH!
seriously got nothing to blog about.
except that i really, really, really want H1N1 to go away.
and this "class quarantine".
i hate it! x( it sucks, really.
no assembly, no celebrations, no nothing.
God knows what will happen for National Day celebrations.
-.-

whatever.

2009-07-21T06:04:00.000-07:00

you are not alone
i am here with you
though we're far apart ;
you're always in my heart

hello!
and Happy Racial Harmony Day to everyone! *winks*
met Ameera at usual place and then went to meet Ain at traffic light.
me and Ameera wore red cheongsam, while Ain wore a pink cheongsam.
was joking around, went to class den wanted to go to toilet.
a number of hateful stuffs happened.
but i'll just grit my teeth and bear with it.
cause it aint worth me getting angry over immature pple like dem.
*takes DEEP breath, lets it out*
okay, moving on.
had a rather lame celebration. which basically sucks.
it became more like an Art&Craft session rather than a celebration.
blame it on that darn H1N1. stupid virus! -.-
and the fact that my class only have 10 pple wearing ethnic costumes.
Fairuz actually forgot that it was Racial Harmony today!
it was so freaking hot in my cheongsam.
was sweating although there's a fan above my head.
and Leonard is purposely speaking Hokkien to me cause i dont understand.
and i wanted to tease him back.
so i said : Leonard, kau jgn macam-macam. Nanti aku terajang kau, baru tawu!
[translation] : Leonard, you dont fool around ahh.. later i kick u den u know.
yeah, so he didnt know what 'terajang' means.
so he turned around and asked Fairuz : Fairuz, what is terLanjang ah?
Fairuz (blank expression) : terlanjang? naked lar!
and i burst out laughing lar!
i said TERAJANG, but Leonard pronounced it as TERLANJANG!
haiish... *shakes head*.

oh, and thanks to LEONARD CHAN JIAN ZHI for letting me loan ur locker.
thanks to NUR AMEERA BTE MUHD NORYAZI and AZHARI for letting me put my books under ur table. hehe! terimer kaseh bnyk bnyk! (:

oh, and HYDIR IDRIS and SARAH AQILAH made it!! whoopee!!!! :D

GOODBYE! C:

2009-07-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

Toni Braxton - You Mean the World to Me

If you could give me one good reason
Why I should believe you
Believe in all the things that you tell
I would sure like to believe you
My heart wants to receive you
Just make me know that you are sincere
You know Id love for you to lead me
And follow thru completely
So wont you give me all I ask for
And if you give your very best
To bring me happiness
Ill show you just how much I adore you

Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much
To me

Now its gonna take some workin
But I believe youre worth it
Long as your intentions are good
So good
There is just one way to show it
And boy I hope you know it
That no one could love you like I could
Lord knows I want to trust you
And always how Id love you
Im not sure if love is enough
And I will not be forsaken
And I hope theres no mistakin
So tell me that youll always be true

Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much
To me

Theres a feeling in my heart
That I know I cant escape
So please dont let me fall
Dont let it be too late
Theres a time when words are good
And they just get in the way
So show me how you feel
Baby Im for real
Oh, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby

Cause you mean the world to me
You are my everything
I swear the only thing that matters
Matters to me
Oh baby, baby, baby, baby,
Baby, cause you mean so much
To me

2009-07-19T06:29:00.000-07:00

From the moment I met you I just knew
You touched my hand
And I knew that this was gonna be our time
I don't ever wanna lose this feeling
I don't wanna spend a moment
apart, baby

uhh, went to madrasah just now. last week dah ponteng, tkkan dis week pon nk ponteng kan?

lagipon, last wk tk dtg pon komplot ngan PUTRI NURUL ALMAHIRAH BTE OMAR.

so, this week nk kener jadi budak baik larh ye.

there's also another reason as to why im looking forward to going madrasah anyway. (:

yeahh, then went to class. Ustaz Nazim said some discipline stuff..

den Ustaz Firdaus came in. made us do grpwork.

recess. stayed in class. dier pon stay dlm class jugak. hehhe!

after madrasah was waiting for dad to pick me and Putri and Fathin up. den Ustazah Masykurah asked us to take a look at her wedding photos. so, went into staff room. and the whole time i was in staff room, my parents were looking for me crazily. they thought that i merayap ke maner ntah. haha! lol!

after sending POOT and Fathin home, we went to Fadillah's house.

used her printer to print my survey out. den helped with her blogskin.

den went home.

completed my homework, den went out to have dinner.

currently watching MENTOR now! hehhe!

ameera , sabar jer lar ye!

you know im on your side on this one! *winks*

2009-07-17T20:44:00.001-07:00

watched from a distance as you
make life your own
every sky was your own kind of blue
and i wanted to know, how that would feel
and you made it so real
you showed me something that i couldnt see
you opened my eyes and you made me believe

hello!
i just came back from Kak Chana's wedding at Fort Canning Centre Gallery.
it was so freaking grand lar sehh!!!
everything was classy, from the tables to the PELAMIN. (english is DIAS, i think)
it was white and elegant.
and the cool thing is ; Kak Chana is marrying a MAT SALEH (white man)!
so, everything was spoken in English.
from the angkat nikah to the speech.
and Abg Anthony (Kak Chana's husband) is damn friendly!
he tried his best to converse with us in malay, but failed. ahahha!
very cute siahh he! and he not sombong also! hehhe!
oh, and i saw some of the Suria Mediacorp Artists.
cause Kak Chana works as a make-up artist at Mediacorp.
one of the stars that i saw was Suhaila Salam (Cinta Bollywood).
her nikah was at 5pm, while her sanding was at 8pm.
so at 5, we had tea reception, while at 8 we had dinner.
the waitresses and chefs were like damn polite also!
they will like say "Good evening, mam. Would you like to have some of these?"
and they will greet you "Good evening mam/sir" if they bump into you.
wahh! Ain, tukar target ahh! carik mat saleh! hehhe!
keh, dh abes!
goodbyes! :D

2009-07-16T01:23:00.000-07:00

but it's just another pretty lie
cause i break down
everytime you come around

hello! cant blog much cause i have TONS of homework that i must do.

English powerpoint on proposal - due tomorrow
POA worksheet on Net Book Value - due tomorrow
Social Studies SEQ on Sri Lanka - due tomorrow
A-Maths Worksheet 6.3 corrections - due tomorrow
A-Maths Holiday Assignment (10% of SA2 marks) - due next Monday
Physics TYS on Energy - due next Tuesday.
Chemistry Notes

see?! i busy you know?!
oh-well.. aper boleh dibuat?
tahan jer lar.
cant wait for this week to be over! ugh!
-.-

xoxo, Ain (:

2009-07-09T06:31:00.000-07:00

we are the world ;
we are the children ;
we are the ones who make a better day
so let's just give it

Gosh, i just can't believe that Michael Jackson is dead.
i even cried when i watched the memorial service yesterday.
i cried when Brooke Shields made her speech.
i cried when little 11-year-old Paris made her speech for her beloved dad.
i cried when MJ's brother, Jermaine, sang a soulful rendition of 'Smile'.
i cried when i saw Usher crying over the greatest entertainer on Earth.
im a crybaby, i know.
but hey, Ameera said that Geminis are emotional people.
:D

anyway, this is the 1st time since Sunday that i've found time to blog.
so, might as well make full use of it.
as i've said, im now sitting with Leonard and people around me are all jokers.
seriously. jokers like Anthony, Boon Jian, Amraan, Fairuz and some other boys.
Form Teacher period. PE. Maths. recess. Malay. English.
...

after school, needed to stay back cause must do survey at com lab.
wanted to stay in class secretly with my classmates ;
but i ended up going causeway point with Ameera, Elisha, Preethi, Priya and Priscilla.
oh! and Preethi was being such a loud girl from the school gate
all the way to McDonalds.
so, we bought McChickens and den rushed back to school.
Ameera and the rest went up to com lab, and i went to canteen.
sat with Sufi, Azli, Sholihin and Atik.
pitied Atik who was hungry (always) , so gave him my last bit of my burger.
den the 3/7 people came down, and my class had to go up.
took the bloody long survey, and den went down again.
waited for Hazirah, den me, Ameera, Hazirah and Ain went to lepak.
i dunno lepak at which block.
anyway, sat there and blasted songs using Hazirah's phone.
and we sang out loud too! hahha!

so yeah, went home early cause i wanted to watch ET.
bathed, den went online.
decided to play a few games on Facebook.
den started downloading songs. mainly, Michael Jackson's songs.
oh-man.
how i wish tomorrow would be a great day.
heeshh... anyways,
goodbye! (:

2009-07-05T13:00:00.000-07:00

just came back from madrasah.
had a forum thingy which was super boring.
wasnt listening that much cause was crapping with Putri, Nadzirah, Syarafina and Fathin.
but i especially liked that last video that was shown.
then had recess, followed by another forum session, and then went back to class.
at class, Ustaz Nazim gave out our results slips.
and guess what?
i am FIRST in my class. which also means that i topped my class!
i got a total score of 249.5 upon 350.
turned out that it was all thanks to Sirah, which i got 86 upon 100.
man, i thought i screwed up that one.
turned out i got A! hahha! was so totally happy! :D

after madrasah, my dad took me and my mum to an ice-cream factory.
it had a giant sale. and we spent 25 bucks on ice-cream alone.
can you imagine that?
hahha! i guess the main reason was that i wanted almost everything!
but end up i got onlie 2 of my wants. nevermind.

oh, last Friday went straight home after school.
bathed den went out again and took MRT to Jurong Point.
shopped there and ate and shopped and i bought 2 magazines.
den wanted to take bus home, saw this small shop filled with customers.
went in and saw this huge 'banner' that says that chicken rice is sold for $1.50.
so me and mummy bought 2 packets - one for me and one for dad.
went home and watched The Ultimatum.

den yesterday, went out to Northpoint cause Mummy wanted to change currency.
the exchange rate was quite good > SGD100 can get MYR242 .
worth it right?
den went to KFC to have lunch before going tuition.
after tuition, took bus 856 and went to Marsiling to have dinner.
i ate kway teow hor fun while mummy had fishball noodles.
after that , wanted to buy indian mee goreng for dad ,
when we saw this shop called SHOP IN.
so went in larh. initially, mummy just bought a belt for dad.
den i saw this cute and pretty bag that cost $12.90.
it's black and with bright red stars and hearts.
used my own money to buy it and den bought the mee goreng and went home.
at home, watched BoF for the God-knows-how-many-times.
den watched Beauty and the Geek on ntv7 den watched AYG on Ch 5.

going out again later in the evening.
tomorrow i going Orchard, Far East Plaza with Mummy.
for shopping!
till then, SAYONARA! ~~~ :d

2009-07-02T02:24:00.000-07:00

HOLA! :D
ive been wanting to blog since the 1st day of school.
but i was too busy with my homework and my favourite scheduled TV shows,
that i was too lazy to blog.
but, because i have to email ZhengXiong about the Sec One's training schedule,
so i have no choice but to turn it on. blehh...

anyways, today's my 4th day at school!
Ms Lee re-arranged our seats for the second time this week.
early this week on Monday, i sat inbetween Sherinnya and Leonard.
but now, she changed the seating plan to sitting in pairs.
so, i was supposed to sit with Sally.
but i asked Ms Lee to let me sit beside Leonard.
and the amazing thing is that she actually allowed!!!! hahha!
so now, im sitting next to LEONARD CHAN JIAN ZHI!
hahha! he knows my full name too. and he keeps making fun of it. -.-

i hate my mother toungue lessons.
it's so freaking boring.
assholic fucker,
your hands ain't the cleanest ones on planet earth.
i'd bet it's much more corrupted than mine.
HAH.

oh, and the funny thing is during English.
we're supposed to write our greatest fear in the world,
and then pass to our partner who will then write on the paper ways to overcome that fear.
well, i wrote mine as clowns , and Leonard wrote his as death.
hehhe!
fun larh sitting with him.
oh, and Fairuz (who sits behind me) cant get over the fact that he's not sitting with Leonard.
he keeps saying that he's jealous cause i get to sit with Leonard and not him.
haha! crazeh guy. =P
oh, back to the fears thingy.
Ms Hesley asked Cecilia to read her partner (Jerry)'s fear.
Jerry's fear was PONTIANAKS.
so excerpts from Cecilia's response was :

A pontianak will onlie look for handsome guys. If you are ugly, then the pontianak wont bother you even if you're the last guy on Earth.
Secondly, you are a guy and a guy doesnt get pregnant.

HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
the whole class burst into laughter sia!
aniwaes, i dun think i would be blogging any soon.
oh-man, my Plurk karma dropped.
shit.

2009-06-26T22:02:00.000-07:00

hello!
it's like 1pm now.
just finished downloading Boys Over Flowers soundtracks.
then went online.
and read a few articles on Michael Jackson and Farrah Fawcett.
oh, i also saw the new 'New Moon' trailer.
TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SO FREAKING HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhh!!!!!
and when he turned into a werewolf, the werewolf was so CUTE!!!!!!!!
hahha!!
it said that the movie release date is 20th November 2009.
that's like 5 months away!!
haiyoo.. so long lar sehh..
ahhhh!!!! definitely wanna go watch it!!!

R.I.P , MICHAEL JACKSON.

im sure that you will be remembered for your awesome and incredible contribution to the music industry.

2009-06-25T22:35:00.000-07:00

heyy people! :D
well, just checked out my new timetable for Sem 2.
quite disappointed with a few changes lar.
but, what to do? heesshh...
anyways, my form teachers are Ms Lee Peici and Mr Khairul.
Chemistry is Mdm Jo. (thank god that's not changed! Mdm Jo is like one of the best teachers ive had!)
Physics is Mr Khairul.
English is Ms Hesley. (i want Ms Nora. but nevermind)
POA is still Mr Andy Wong. (YAY!)
Humanities is Ms Chen Ying. (i still miss Ms Ong Lay Hoon! T.T)
and PE is still Mr Jaime Chong.

oh, and my homeworks are still not finished yet.
i havent started a single shit on my English essay.
and i havent finished my A-Maths worksheet.
oh-oh.

i wanna go buy Beastly by Alex Flinn!!!!!
i heard that it's a very good book.
besides, the movie is coming out next year.
so, i wanna know some background information so i know what to expect.
Mummy's taking me to Kinokuniya next Wednesday.
yipeee!!! (:

2009-06-23T04:08:00.000-07:00

hello!
im feeling much better compared to yesterday.
here's what happened.
i had made for myself a hot cup of Milo and i drank it while watching The Ultimatum.
then, i went off to bed. was tossing and turning and i was somewhat shivering.
felt something was going up my throat, so i rushed to the toilet.
and guess what?
i puked my guts out.
i puked everything out.
the Milo i just drank and the chicken rice i'd eaten at Banquet earlier in the day.
which makes sense cause i didnt eat anything besides the above-mentioned two food.
Mummy applied some medicated oil again and i felt much better.

was watching Entertainment Tonight.
found out that Vanessa Hudgens, Alex Pettyfer and Mary-Kate Olsen are acting together in a new movie.
it's called 'BEASTLY'.
it's the modern version of the 'Beauty and the Beast'.
Vanessa Hudgens is the Beauty, and a HOT guy called Alex Pettyfer is the Beast.

the movie goes like this.

Kyle Kingson (Alex Pettyfer) has it all – looks, intelligence, wealth and opportunity – and a wicked cruel streak. Prone to mocking and humiliating “aggressively unattractive” classmates, he zeroes in on Goth classmate Kendra (Mary-Kate Olsen) , inviting her to the school’s extravagant environmental bash. Kendra accepts, and, true to form, Kyle blows her off in a particularly savage fashion. She retaliates by casting a spell that physically transforms him into everything he despises. Enraged by his horrible and unrecognizable appearance he confronts Kendra and learns that the only solution to the curse is to find someone that will love him as he is – a task he considers impossible.

Repulsed by his appearance, Kyle’s callous father banishes him to Brooklyn with a sympathetic housekeeper and blind tutor. As Kyle ponders how to overcome the curse and get his old life back, he chances upon a drug addict in the act of killing a threatening dealer. Seizing the opportunity, Kyle promises the addict freedom and safety for his daughter, Linda Taylor (Vanessa Hudgens) if she will consent to live in Kyle’s Brooklyn home. Thus begins Kyle’s journey to discover true love in this hyper-modern retelling of the classic “Beauty and the Beast” story.

waiting for the movie to come out in 2010!
cant wait!!! :D

2009-06-22T05:41:00.000-07:00

walao.

im currently having a HORRIBLE stomach upset.

it started early this morning. thought that it was a normal stomachache.

but then, i kept going in and out of the washroom.

applied some medicated oil on my stomach and it felt much better.

woke up at arnd 8 plus this morning.

bathed and got ready to go out cause i have NPCC meeting at civic centre macdonalds with Ms Fu.

so, yeah, reached mcdonalds at exactly 9 am. was sitting with Kia Chyi and ZhengXiong when Syarif asked us to go inside as the rest were inside.

den, waited for a few more MainComm to arrive, then the meeting started proper. settled the sec ones stuff, admin stuff, logistics and around 9 plus, Chin Sheng sir also got come.

Ms Fu was suggesting something about dragonboating (which im interested in!) and then the rest of the squad came at 10 plus.

sat down with my committee and Syarif planned out our agenda for next parade. after that, we viewed the STC and ATC camp photos on Chin Sheng sir's laptop and then we were dismissed.

me, Ain, Rahayu, Syarif, ZhengXiong and Kevin went up to Banquet to eat. well, onlie me and Ain and ZhengXiong and Kevin ate. we ate chicken rice. Syarif and Rahayu were on a diet, i guess? den played around with ZhengXiong's laptop (i know his password!!!!) and me and Ain went off. we were looking for wallets cause Ain wanted to buy one, but ended up didnt buy anything. so walked home together.

my stomach is still creating trouble for me.

it's irritating plus painful plus it makes me feel weak and frail.

oh-man, stupid stomach ache, please please go away.

hmph.....

2009-06-19T08:07:00.001-07:00

went online and found 2 interesting facts.
relating to my latest infatuation, Boys Over Flowers! :D

Woo Bin (i dont know his real name) ,

1st picture : centre ;

2nd picture: extreme left

turned out that he's a member of a boy band called T-Max who sings the song 'Paradise' which is the opening theme song for BOF. cool right? :D

and this right here, the middle man, is Ji Hoo!

he's part of the boy-band SS501 who sings the song 'Because I'm Stupid'.

cool again right?!

alrite. that's all.

ciaos!~ (:

2009-06-18T07:44:00.000-07:00

TAG REPLIES! (:

Syarif - aku ader secret spy yg amek gmbr kau. tawu takot eh! =P
prass - thank you! (:
Farlee - hehhe! thanks a lot! love you! muakx!!
passerby - thanks!
JINGWEN ;D - hahha! let's hope then! *cross fingers*
Rahayu(: - hehhe!! too ahh! tkper! split pon split lar! and thanks for the hair service ayee!! linked you already!
prass - thanks a lot!!
FAIQAH :) - my leg has become much better! although it's a bit swollen still! as for the camp, of course, GEREK! and BLUE MOON rock!!!!!
YUSHAN - will link you ASAP! (:
choonlong - hey choon! hehhe! thanks for tagging! and enjoy ur hols too! (:

HEYY!!!!

chatting with Amir now. he told me how he had gone on a 81 km kayaking expedition. it took them 3 days. and they didnt sleep a wink at all! and Amir also told me how in one of his friend's kayak, there was a big swordfish inside. almost 60 cm! woah!! Amir, i dont think i can go on any kayaking expedition ever. firstly, i've developed a phobia of deep waters. second, how can i go on an 81 km kayaking expedition when i couldnt get past the 10 km mark without capsizing?!

*shudders*

so, uhh, no thank you very much. i'd rather kayak near where i can see the shore. hehs!

going out tomorrow. again.

definitely gonna buy another Double Chocolate Frappe.

it can get you addicted to it! seriously!

go and try it! you're bound to want a 2nd round.

[i sound like an advertiser. haha!]

sayonara!~~ (:

2009-06-16T06:07:00.000-07:00

same old line again.

figured that i'd blog to pass time since the only reason as to why im staying up is because im waiting to watch CSI : Miami later on at 11pm.

yea. so was feeling bored.

wanted to ask Ameera out. my hands were already on the phone when i remembered that she had gone off for OBS camp.

so, no choice but to stay at home and be entertained by Boys Over Flowers for the next 6 hours or so. and also by video games on the Internet.

it's only been barely 2 days and i've missed BLUE MOON already. huhu.. and speaking about Blue Moon, Prassanna and Junjie was so sweet to me just now. Junjie actually asked me how my leg was and has it recovered or not. and Prass too. oh, how sweet they are. hehe! (:

oh, and i got a new black MYUK pencilbox from someone for my birthday,

thankyouverymuch! (x

watching Anugerah now. im rooting for the cute 17-year-old Hydir.

so...

GO HYDIR!!!!!

I SUPPORT YOU!!! :D

2009-06-14T00:30:00.000-07:00

hello.
so, im back from STC at Pulau Ubin.

it was a 3D2N camp. so im gonna elaborate about it in this post!

Day 1 : 12 June 2009 , Friday (MY BIRTHDAY!!!)

uhh.. met Ain at her block, then went to school together. almost all the instructors are there already. so, fall in and went to the back of the podium to check our belongings. den Margaret ma'am and Aydaa ma'am asked us to plait our hair. so poor Ain and Rahayu had to go around to the female cadets (sec 2 and 3) to plait hair. and i got Rahayu's free (and painful) hair service and me and Faiqah looked identical cause we both have 2 plaits! even Nigel thought that i was Faiqah and was calling 'Faiqah! Faiqah' at me. hahha! lol!

first thing assembled at the basketball court at Pulau Ubin, we were split into groups. but strangely, we weren't like grouped beforehand or anything. we had to number off ourselves from A to E. i was originally in Group E. but then we had to regroup ourselves and i ended up being in Group B! partnered with Prasanna for the rest of the camp! she was my so-called mummy in the whole camp. so first activity was Ice-Breakers. our instuctor was Abdullah (who was also the camp coord) and my group members are : Jingwen (AGAIN! 3 camps liao eh i together with her. haiyoo) , Rui Xia , Xinyi , Prass , Govin , Wei Han , Shaleja (AISS) , Jia En (AISS) , Ivan (CSS) , Junjie (CSS) , Budi (CSS) , Sabrina (EVG) , Farah (EVG) , David (EVG) and Yusoff (SSS) . and our group name is BLUE MOON!!! hehhe!! 2nd activity was Treasure Hunt. was quite fun larh that activity! (:

after the treasure hunt, we had to walk 1.75 km to the campsite. had lunch and after that was Land Expedition. was super tiring but the group bonded very well due to this!!! so, was super tired from the Land Ex, so had dinner! and after dinner, here's the irritating part. i was walking down the stairs to the foyer, when i tripped and fell, and twisted my ankle. and somemore, i fell infront of the FIRST AID POST!!! like, how stupid can i get?! somemore on my birthday!!!! walao!!! so, skipped Nightwalk cause i can hardly walk. after that Ms Fu and Chin Sheng sir came to check my feet. it got swollen real bad. so Ms Fu forbid me to do the jetty jump and tunnelling. called my parents and my dad got so worried. -___-

after that had debriefs and went to sleep. the medic wanted me to sleep in the 1st Aid Post but i said that i wanted to sleep in the tent. seriously ,in the tent more peaceful!!! hehe!

Day 2 : 13 June 2009 , Saturday

skipped morning PT cause i was injured. had breakfast and Chin Sheng sir came to check my leg. it got worse and was more swollen than the day before. so, he bandaged my leg for me so that my ankle was in place and i was able to the the Intermediate Ropes Course. it was like so scary lor!!! i think like 2 and a half storeys high! was trembling but thanks to my friend's encouragement, i did it!!! but after that, skipped jetty jump and tunnelling and we had dinner. finalised our campfire item and den it was CAMPFIRE time!!!! we were like so hyperr!!!!!!!! i love BLUE MOON!!!!!!! (:

after campfire, Abdullah sir asked the whole sec 3 : 2 volunteers to sleep in the shelter that we built. i'll explain. we had to build a shelter with poles and poncho in the forest/jungle and we are expected to sleep in the shelter overnight. like SURVIVOR liddat. however, it was raining earlier on. so it would be muddy and full of insects lar. but then, it turned out to be a test. a test to see who is willing to step out of their comfort zone and be willing to sleep in the shelter that was full of rain, insects and everything that you can find in the jungle. but to cut it short , all of us slept in our respective tents. had a peaceful sleep!

Day 3 : Sunday , 14 June 2009

didnt feel like waking up this morning cause it was such a nice weather to sleep in. but all thanks to Prass and Jingwen, they dragged me out of my sleep. thank god, my feet no longer hurt although it was still swollen. never mind. Thomas sir somewhat found my injury very amusing to him. anyway, did RT (camp version) and had breakfast. after breakfast was Area-Cleaning. went into the forest to dismantle our shelters first (near Rahayu's shelter was a very big black spider. and the spider had spinned a web from Rahayu's shelter's pole. shocking!!!) cleaned our tentage and went to Logistics Post. i was in-charge of counting the logistics and to tie the dowel poles together. after that had games. was very funn!!! den was break camp. took the van to the jetty cause i was injured. took boat and Daddy picked me up at school. (:

Daddy's gonna bring me to Seoul Garden later in the evening to celebrate my birthday!!!! oh, and wanna say thanks to these people :

MY FAMILY!!!!!
Faiqah (adek!) - for that cute present and ur birthday wishes. ily!
Ameera - for wishing me!
Ain - for wishing me!
Farlee - for wishing me!
Aunt and Grandma - for giving me lots of moneyy!!!
my dear Sec 3 Squad - for singing me a very lovely birthday song on the bus!
my Instructors - for wishing me!
BLUE MOON! - for wishing me over and over again!!!
Prassanna - for helping me a lot during the camp!!! and cooking for me also!!! (:

overall :

I LOVE MY FAMILY, MY DEAR FRIENDS, MY VERY DEAR SEC 3 SQUAD, MY INSTRUCTORS AND BLUE MOON!!!!!!

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!! VERY VERY VERY MUCH!!!!MUAKX!!!!! (:

2009-06-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

guess this is gonna be a very short post.

since i seriously have very little to blog about.

so anyway, fetched Ain at her house at 7 am then was grumbling about wearing CL tee and rambling non-stop about Kim Bum. Ain was pissed off with the fact that our STC camp will clash with Boys Over Flowers this Saturday. anyway, reached school. taught of buying MILO but i was afraid that my stomach would start its tantrums again, so didnt buy it. den Faiqah came with HER. hahha! then we changed and crapped in the toilet. then took attendance. another HER was being so EXTRA! wth. den boarded the bus. finally, F.A.J.A.R could sit together at the back seat of the bus. YEAH! *punches fist in the air*

reached ACSI. was so damn, freaking bigg. den there's this glass board on the wall that shows how much money people had pumped into the school. it's like, one person contributed at LEAST 10K. wow! so, after that had lectures and practicals here and there. Riverside was in Squad 7. the MOI tingy was a bit boring lar. but things got better during the Communications Lecture. the Instructor was being SUPERR horny and cracked up this sick joke. well, that really helped larh. since almost everyone was falling asleep.

after the whole tingy, F.A.J.A.R went to toilet together to change. i screamed at Ain cause i thought that she was a ghost. and for some reason, she started to scream also. it was hilarious lar. fixed our hair, then took bus and MRT to Causeway Point. went to bazaar and bought food , sent Joanna home and Ain sent me home!

you tell me that you love me

then cut me down

makes me run for cover

when you're around

why did you have to put down my dreams?

so you're the only thing on my mind.

- oh, i knew that monfort was going to remind me of someone.

2009-06-09T06:45:00.000-07:00

figured that i'd blog to pass time since im just staying up to watch CSI MIAMI later at 11pm.

but, got nothing to blog about, so just posted some pics from my kayaking course last weekend.

hehe!!

oh, and we have this family thingy in NP that's like so funneh.
Ain created it.
so it's like, Ain is the mother.
me and Faiqah are her children.
but we got different fathers. hahha!!
Syarif is my father, and ZhengXiong is Faiqah's father.
anyway, this started during our kayaking course larh. hehhe!!!

one of my favourite photos from my One-Star Kayaking Course. above is :

[from left]

Top Row : Darren, Van, Desmond, Yu-something ( i forgot.. heh!) and Yi Jun

Bottom Row : Stanley, Deena, Haszirah, Kamarul, Me, Faiqah and Sharon

us playing Heart Attack with the sec twos. hahha!

GOODBYE FOLKS! (:

2009-06-08T05:54:00.000-07:00

WARNING!!!! : This post is going to be a very, very, very long one. Reason being is that im going to post about 3 full days. starting from 6th June onwards. So, make up your mind now, dear readers. Stay.. or leave.. But of course, i'd rather you stay! hahha! (:

6th June 2009 , Saturday

First off, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST AMEERA SAYANG!!!! HEHHE!!! :D

uhmm.. it's my first day of my One-Star Kayaking Course. fetched Ain at her house den went to bus-stop infront of school. a few guys were already there, including Syarif. it's like he's blended with the sec twos liddat. den one by one came. Faiqah was so pissed with HER. hahha! like stalker liddat. anyway, Ms Fu came at arnd 8, took our attendance den we boarded the bus, which by the way, came on time. sadly, we came seriously very early. so did warming up exercise, with the sec 2s being the PTIs. very funny sia dey all! den aft that, took a few pictures here and there before the gate finally opened and we went in. changed and kept our stuff in the locker provided. the class started at arnd 10? i seriously thought that onlie our school would be there. but i was wrong. members of the public and 3 students from Republic Poly were also there. the instructors split us up in grps of 10, and sadly, Ain was not in my grp. Luckily, Faiqah in my grp. den had theory lessons, a stroll along the beach, and FINALLY, we started kayaking. learnt strokes and strokes all the way. at lunchtime (which i was SOOO looking forward to), i found out that the fried rice had gone bad. i noticed smth weird though, my spoon was already oily, but i'll explain that later. (x

after lunch, continued kayaking. then Van (our instuctor) brought us out to the deeper waters. was having so much fun.. until... Sharon banged my kayak. so, of course, my kayak CAPSIZED in the MIDDLE OF THE SEA. i was so freaked out, cause when i capsized, the salty seawater had rushed into my nose, my mouth, and my ear. thank god, Van and Yixuan saved me. i was so tired man. and thanks to my lifejacket. phew. i was safe. so, after that, i was so tired that Van asked me to rest. from then on, i had a fear of deep waters already. *shivers*

after that, learned new strokes some more den it was the end of the 1st day of kayaking. went home and was so tired that i went to bed super early.

OH, before i forget. before it was my grp's turn to have lunch (my grp had 7 RSNPCC pple and 3 Republic Poly students. the RP pple GEREK!! especially Desmond!) , Syarif and Ain stole my lunch. i mean like, they secretly ate my lunch without my knowledge/permission. i have proof!!! see?!

7th June 2009 , Sunday

2nd day of my One-Star Kayaking Course. was feeling more confident than the day before. fetched Ain at 7.15 am den went to meet Faiqah and ZhengXiong at Boots & Shoes to have breakfast at McDOnalds. me and Faiqah had Sausage Egg McMuffin meal while Ain and ZhengXiong had Egg McMuffin meal. after that, it was still early. so the four of us took bus 911 and we rode on it one whole big round before alighting at RS. den the normal procedure. Ms Fu came, took our attendance and took the bus. changed and went kayaking. but it rained heavily and there was lightning and thunder. so stopped kayaking for one hour. instead, we went into the shelter and talked to Van. did our capsize drill. i was like telling Stanley when i was being the victim : eh, dun go so deep leh. i just capsized yesterday. i got fear of capsizing already. den he so nice, bring me go nearer to shore. haha!! den after that, i pass the course and got my certificate. now, i have 10 badges on my uniform. prettaye!!! (: oh, and to announce :

I AM NOW A CERTIFIED AND QUALIFIED KAYAKER!!! (:

8th June 2009 , Monday

woke up early today. arnd 8 plus. slept at 9.45 am yesterday. woke up straight away watched Boys Over Flowers. didnt get to watch it for the past 2 days. watched it till Mummy asked me to get ready and meet her at Causeway. went to Causeway den took MRT to Lot One with Mummy. Mummy wanted to eat kimchi so went up to Food Culture. aft that, shopped for a while den went to McDonalds. ate fries and apple pie. den agreed to meet Daddy at Causeway after he finished working. so shopped at Causeway, bought my maths book and went home with my parents. bathed, and started blogging!

alrite den. goodbye! (:

2009-06-05T06:54:00.001-07:00

mere acquaintances.

can turn into great friends the nxt second.

PARADE today was HORRIBLE. i had to deal with bad drills, attitude faces, wrong marching and people who just refuse to do/hand in their work. oh-man. their drills standards were already nearly up there during POP, but it just gone away during the holidays. i HATE it okay? when your drills are already good, you guys go home. the nxt time you come back, it's like all back to square one again. i believe i've told you guys this already right? please ahh... put in more effort can? heeshh..

came back from parade after finished drinking bubble tea with Ain at our 'pondok'. after that went home. commented on the sec ones' reflections. One really stood out from the rest. it's like he really write an essay. like so much descriptive words and so dramatic. i burst out laughing when i read his notebook. hilarious man! hahha!!!

Daddy came back from work at 6pm den we went out. bought my 1.5 litre water bottle and xtra shoes for tmr's kayaking course. the shoes onlie cost $6!! cheap rite?! anyway, after that, Mummy wanted to eat KFC but Daddy wanted to eat Indian fried mee. so Mummy asked me help me buy. so went to KFC. the guy who was at the counter looked familiar to me. but i just ignored lar. when it was my turn, i ordered. he gave me cheese fries when i ordered regular fries. so he said :

Him : eh, sorry ehh.. tersalah amek order. sorry ehh..
Me : oh, tkper tkper. it's ok.
Him : sorry tau. uhmm.. muker kau mcm pernah nmpk.
Me : ye ke? kt ner?
Him : hmm.. ntah? kau bdk qihua ehk?
Me : a'ah.. asal?
Him : Sec 3 kn? this yr?
Me : yeaps. mcm ner kau tau?
Him : ahh.. betol lar. namer kau Ain kn?
Me : er.. yeap.
Him : kau mcm dah... lain.. muker kau..
Me : ye ke? ohh.. hahha..

den his manager came and fixed the order cause he keyed in 6 bucks when it's supposed to be $4.50 cause i have the discount coupon. so after that, he gave me my order and said again:

Him : nah. check ah btol tk smue.
Me : ohh. tkper. thank you.
Him : sorry ehh..
Me : ohh.. tkper tkper. thanks. bye.
Him : bye!

i seriously didnt recognise him lar can? he suddenly so tall.

and he said that i looked different.

haha! anyway, that's all for today.

oh, before i forget...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AMEERA!!!

love you! muakx!

2009-06-04T06:22:00.000-07:00

pictures just received from Rahayu.
pictures that were taken just now after our course.
enjoy! hahha!! :D

NURUL AIN BTE KAMARUDIN'S

CANDID PICS! *jengjengjeng* (:

In the MRT train..
Rahayu anyhow take! only i pose. the rest like dead liddat.
example : Tuhin!

Rahayu wanted to take picture of me.
so, POSED lar! hehhe!! (:

AWWWW!! Tuhin too shy already!!! hahha!!

his whole hand can cover his whole face!! wow!!! hahha!!! :D

Faiqah > ever so happy to be taken picture of.

bubbly, ever-cute Faiqah. hehhe!

me and Rahayu!!!

err.. and Faiqah in the center and Ain at the side.
btw, they are not supposed to be there.

really.

me and Faiqah cutey!!!

taken outside NTUC Fairprice. hahha!!! (:

if Joanna was here, F.A.J.A.R would be complete.

unfortunately, i dont know where she go.

anyway, credits to Tuhin for helping us snap this photo!

again, me and Cutie (and pouty) Faiqah!

hehhe! (:

[ from left ]

Faiqah. Ain. Me. Rahayu. Tuhin.

not in height order.

taken at this cool thick glass pillar outside NTUC.

i really didnt know when Rahayu snapped this picture of me.

urhmm.. anyway, this was taken in the gym.

where we had our lectures.

if you notice, there's no fan at the ceilings.

and we are cramped together with 900 plus other cadets.

so you can guess how stuffy it was.

oh, thank god it's over! pheww!!!

THAT'S ALL FOLKS!

GOODBYE!! (:

2009-06-04T05:16:00.000-07:00

HELLO!

again, just came back from that shitty Police Knowledge and Homefront Security Course. thank God it's over! today was as bad as yesterday, onlie that today has less lectures and had 2 tests. was somewhat 'cheating' lah during the Homefront Security Test cause pple were shouting the answers out loud and we were sitting so freaking close. anyway, the course finished at 4.30 pm and then we changed into mufti.

after we changed, we boarded bus 172. crapped with Rahayu, Faiqah, Ain, ZhengXiong and Tuhin! when we reached Lot One, me and Ain bought hot fudge sundae before going to KFC with Rahayu, Tuhin and Faiqah. they bought the zinger student meal and i bought the snackers thing. save money mahh!! uhmm.. i think we sat for a long time at KFC, we were like talking and laughing like hell sia! even Tuhin joined in! after that we went to NTUC, Ain wanted to buy the drink. paid for it den camwhored for a while before heading to the MRT Station.

nothing better to do, so played CHUCKY on the MRT platform and in the train itself! pple were looking at us, but heck care ahh!! me, Rahayu and Faiqah won 1 round each. Ain and Tuhin lost. kwakwakwa! hahha!

so, alighted at Woodlands Station. Rahayu took the bus while me, Ain and Faiqah walked from cwp to Ameera's house. Ameera just woke up from sleep! hahha! anyway, gave her birthday present! hope she likes it! den walked with Ain to North Plaza. bought drink while Ain bought mentos.

tmr got parade. ):

and im the muster parade commander for tmr.

scary ahh.. never mind..

wish me good luck! byebyes!!

*looking forward to kayaking on Saturday!*

i need you like a heartbeat

you tell me that you love me

then cut me down

- i knew monfort was gonna remind me of someone.

I LOVE F.A.J.A.R !!!!!!!!!!

(Faiqah, Ain, Joanna, Ain, Rahayu)

2009-06-03T05:55:00.001-07:00

hello! back again! mainly cause im bored.
so decided to post a song by Taylor Swift titled "Tell Me Why".
err.. just read the lyrics lar kay? :D

I took a chance, I took a shot
And you might think i'm bulletproof, but i'm not
You took a swing, I took it hard
And down here from the ground I see who you are

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you love me then you cut me down
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
And here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..

You could write a book on how to ruin someone's perfect day
Well I get so confused and frustrated
Forget what i'm trying to say, oh

I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I got no one to believe in
You tell me that you want me, then push me around
And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak
Makes me run for cover when you're around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why..

Why..do you have to make me feel small
So you can feel whole inside
Why..do you have to put down my dreams
So you're the only thing on my mind

I'm sick and tired of your attitude
I'm feeling like I don't know you
You tell me that you want me then cut me down
I'm sick and tired of your reasons
I've got no one to believe in
You ask me for my love then you push me around
Here's to you and your temper
Yes, I remember what you said last night
And I know that you see what you're doing to me
Tell me why
Why, tell me why

I take a step back, let you go
I told you i'm not bulletproof
Now you know

aomehow, this song has a kind of meaning for me.

it just reminds me of someone.

someone whom i think i've forgotten. i guess.

2009-06-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

currently feeling really tired and sleepy right now.

probably due to the Police Knowledge and Homefront Security i had just now.

walao, they gave us 12 lectures man!

one powerpoint presentation after another. boring like shit!

some more no air-con. stupid fans that doesnt help with the ventilation at all.

and the droning voices of the officers doesnt help much either.

for some reasons, i was like sneezing three times a row. and each time after i sneezed, i said 'Alhamdullillah'.

then this malay guy from i-dunnoe-what-school who was sitting behind us said ' haii.. bersin mesti ckp Alhamdullilah ke?'

-.-

after the oh-so-boring course, me, Ain and Faiqah went to Lot One.

ate apple pie and chocolate sundae at McDonalds then went shopping for someone's present.

shopped for like half an hour before decided on smth.

hopes she likes it! (:

tmr is the test itself. hope i pass it! (:

goodbye!!

2009-06-01T05:11:00.000-07:00

HelloHelloHello!

went out with Mummy this morning to Bugis. uhh, so we shopped around and ended up buying 2 pairs of pants. After that went to McDonalds and had the McValue Meal. shopped for a little while more and bought something for my bestfriend's birthday! walao ehh.. the thing is rather small but the price... quite expensive larh. but never mind. once in awhile, spend some money for my beloved girlfriend is worth it! (:

after that went to McDonalds again and bought 2 double chocolate frappe. sat at McDonalds for a short while before walking home. was looking for Mummy when i bumped into ~~him~~. i quickly covered my face and thank god, Mummy was right there infront of me. i didnt know if he knew it was me, but oh, never mind.

came back and straight away watched BoF. surprisingly, i've never gotten sick of it even though i've watched it a number of times over and over again.

maybe it's just the hotness of Gu Jun Pyo or the mere cuteness of So Yi Jung.

Or maybe it's the coolness of Yoon Ji Hoo or the machoness of Song Woo Bin.

God knows how many times i cried while watching the show.

especially when Jun Pyo and Geum Jan Di were at Macau and when Jun Pyo hurt Jan Di at the bridge.

i also cried when Jan Di confided in Jun Pyo's sister.

can tell that she was really really damn hurt lar! walao! cried man! very sad and touching! D:

signing off : AiN (:

i was really stumped when i bumped into you.

i promised myself that i would forget you and move on.

i sincerely apologise to _ _ _ _ for ignoring your smses. im sorry.

i need time.

i know you've been giving me the space i wanted from you.

but im really not clear-headed now.

so please, dont contact me until i contact you.

sorry if i've hurt you for God-knows-how-many times.

im really truly sorry.

2009-05-30T22:37:00.001-07:00

finally found a nice blogskin. after hours of searching. currently listening to Korean songs and watching Boys Over Flowers. just came back from Madrasah just now. screwed up on my Fiqeh paper. Putri keep nudging me to give her answer. dumb girl, tk blaja kn?! tu lar, smlm sms, nk tido. grr.... hahha! anyways, screwed up on my Fiqeh (as i have mentioned earlier) and just heck care lar. just scribbled some stuffs that sound logical to me.

this guy just dont get it.

it's so bloody obvious that i dont wanna talk to you.

and you just kept on giving me messages.

GTH lar you. -.-

AND i hate the fact that CCA's gonna take up TWO weeks of my precious Holidays! -.-

and also certain school activities.

see ahh! :

1) 2nd June 2009 - English Filecheck > need to go to school cause Ms Nora picked my file for Filecheck. wth.

2) 3rd June 2009 - Police Knowledge and Homefront Security Course > go HTA for course that will last for 10 hours! (0800 - 1800)

3) 4th June 2009 - Police Knowledge and Homefront Security Course > go HTA for course that will last for 10 hours! (0800 - 1800)

4) 5th June 2009 - Normal Parade at School > from 0800 to 1300 -.-

5) 6th June 2009 - 1 Star Kayaking Course > go Sembawang Sea Sports Club

6) 7th June 2009 - 1 Star Kayaking Course > go Sembawang Sea Sports Club

7) 10th June 2009 - LMS Course > at ACS (I)

8) 11th June 2009 - LMS Course > at ACS (I)

9) 12 June 2009 to 14 June 2009 - Survival Training Camp > at Pulau Ubin

walao ehh!!!!

my CCA activities clashed with my best friend's birthday and also MINE!!!!

waddahell!!!!!

**** D:

2009-05-29T00:29:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

SITI NUR ELISHA BTE SHAHARUDIN!!!!!

hehe! skrg kau dah 15 years old tau! bukan 5 years old! happy happy slalu! Jangan sedih sedih. If you need a shoulder to cry on, mine is always there for you! To end this off, i wanna say that i love you very very very much and i appreaciate our friendship very very much although it's been onlie 3 years. but we will definitely make our friendship last more than just a mere 3 years! Elisha, Happy Birthday!!! :D

2009-05-26T05:30:00.000-07:00

finally, we've come to a solution to the current crisis.

the CIs, Instructors and Teacher Officers, including Ms Fu, are aware of this matter.

so, i dont know what will happen to you.

i just wanna say, we are fair people and we wont be biased to you because of your actions.

we will carry out our duties as your CLs as what is required of us.

so, there.

so, went to school today. had NPCC day. was so proud lar cause we banged as one and the Team Singapore people were rather impressed by us. so, our bang was VERY united and solid. was so proud lar seyh!! aft that we took a group photo den changed to mufti. den we went back to assembly. was mainly talking to Ain, Faiqah and Aticus.

after assembly, went back to class. need to do this stupid poster thing. paired with Aticus and we purposely draw very ugly cause we didnt wanna win. so, Aticus doodled everywhere, drawing devils and ugly stuff on every single space he could find. like so ugly lar at the end. oh, well. nvm.

so, after that was recess den must go hall to watch the modern dance. finally i get it cause i really didnt get it during the time at Speech Day. but den just now, when i watch, like got heart pain sia. so sad ):

den go dance studio for public-speaking competition. i liked Taufik and Atik's speech. Ain's speech was great too, but she kept stumbling on her words. so, in the end, Ain won 3rd, Nathan won 2nd (he was bloody shocked lar!) and Phoebe won. whoo. . . dots. . .

after school went to NP room. had a short meeting about the crisis and den taught the sec 2s campcraft and drills. den Aidah mdm came and we chatted. so, talked about malaysia. den Marcus sir came in and we told him about the malaysia ting also. den, he acted like Chin Seng sir and pretended to scold everyone. so, was very bored after that until i saw Boonjian and Zheng Xiong playing 'baseball' with a dowel pole and a baseball. so, we make up our own version of baseball! so, it was guys vesus girls. i hit a homerun first time round. but eventually, girls lost. fine!

after that was also bored cause we were tired. so came up with our own version of fancy drills. so fun lar! zhengxiong was the one who came up with the idea and we just worked hard together. it was so NICE lar!!!! hhehee!!!

tired lar. tmr got Pet Rocket. wasted 3 bucks on those 2 stupid bottles.

luckily, Daddy paid me back.

ahhaa!! so, im so gonna sleep early today.

not getting enough sleep nowadays.

i LOVE my CCA PEEPS!!! (:

2009-05-20T20:26:00.000-07:00

WOOHOOOO!!!!!!!!!

KRIS ALLEN WON AMERICAN IDOL BABY!!!!!

yayness!!!! he beat Adam Lambert!!! hehe!!!! (:

was so happy when Kris Allen won lah! hehe! good for him anyway. (:

right now, stupid e-learning is really getting on my nerves. i had to do the Grammar quiz like 4 times before it could be submitted. like wtf?! this is why i hate e-learning. a wholesome full of shittes.

2009-05-20T04:07:00.001-07:00

hello!

uhh, let me remember what we did today.

early in the morning, we had a very damn boring assembly.

didnt listen much to it cause i was crapping with Preethika, Jingwen, Priya and Sheri.

den at 10am we had our Sports Carnival.

i participated in Dodgeball and Captain's Ball. the Sports Carnival was quite boring lah basically. cause if u like no event, den u haf nth to do. i mean, Kian Wee actually went to the 4th floor to sleep! haishh... anyway, was proud of my class as we came in 1st in 3 events! which are Netball, Soccer and Basketball!!! woohoo!!! go 3/8!!!!! (:

after school, i went outside with Sheri. contacted Joanna and told her that i'll be waiting for them in the canteen. Alaric and Azhari were there. den Sholihin and Azli joined us. i bought noodles to eat while Azhari and Atik played guitar. oh, and they also taught me how to play the guitar! it was quite painful lah! Atik and Azhari kept asking me to press my fingers against the chords. i got press okeh?! but very pain lah! ):

finally found Joanna, Ain and Faiqah. helped Faiqah with her emcee speech and helped Joanna and Ain with their proposal. stupid IT trainer kept asking us how long we will take and why we need to print so many stuff. like waddahell?! we are doing proposals for our cca and dere u are pissing us off. shit you lar! oh yah, and Ain treated me to a drink!

currently smsing each other now.

obviously, he's forgiven me for my outburst at him last night.

thank you (:

2009-05-19T07:18:00.000-07:00

i feel so goddamn guilty.
he was trying to be nice to me.
he was trying to show concern for me.
and all i did was to somewhat yell at him.
he sent me long sms-es, but i used onlie 2 syllables to reply him.
he asked me to eat, but i said that i had no mood to eat.
he asked me to go to sleep, i said i didnt want to.
he asked me to go get some rest, i snapped at him.
he asked me nicely, but i used capital letters and many exclamation marks in my reply.
im very sorry.
i didnt mean to lose my temper at you.
i didnt mean to vent my anger at you. really.
i guess i was just pissed off and fcuked up with my problems at home.
im really really very sorry.
i know u said that u didnt mind and that it's ok.
but i still feel guilty about it.
_ _ _ _ , im sorry. for everything. D:

2009-05-19T01:52:00.000-07:00

hey people!
i just cant get over the fact that JT won SURVIVOR : TOCANTINS!!!
so, i went to surf the net and this was what i found.
anw, it's from http://www.buddytv.com/.

Before the final immunity challenge, the last three have to do the whole "fallen comrades" thing with all the torches and whatnot. God, this is always the worst twenty minutes of the finale. The dramatic music, the paying of respects to all the fellow castaways as if they were dead.

Carolina - Annoying voice, large-chested.
Candice - The most annoying, awful woman in the entire world. Also - large-chested.
Jerry - If Jerry didn't get sick, he could have made some waves.
Sandy - Absolute crazy person, hippie, probably a former drug addict.
Spencer - Young dude who is supposedly dating Todd Herzog, former Survivor winner. (HE'S REALLY GAY! O.O)
Sydney - Best looking Survivor castaway ever? Also, a good person.
Joe - Good guy, tough luck getting injured.
Brendan - It must suck to be one of the dragons slayed by the Dragon Slayer.
Tyson - One of the most bizarre humans in Survivor history.
Sierra - Underrated contestant, took a lot of undue crap from Coach.
Debbie - Nice lady, smart woman, shouldn't have stayed with Coach.
Coach - The final three talk lovingly of Coach, calling him the most honest person in the game. He quotes Nietszhe once again, also bringing up the Vikings and the American Indians in his voice-over.
Taj - Love Taj. Cool person, should not have stood pat in the end.

Last Immunity Challenge
So, this is a crazy challenge. With one hand tied behind their backs, the castaways have to place a ball in crazy, twirly metal shoot. The ball zips around and comes out at the bottom, where they have to catch the ball and put it back in the top of the shoot. Multiple balls are then added, until there's eight total. Players are eliminated from the challenge when one of their balls hits the ground. Bizarre, kind of a mental workout, but a cool challenge to end on. Erinn got voted out. And then there were 2.

"We're going to be friends for life," Stephen tells J.T. How obnoxiously adorable. You have to respect these guys for making a plan early, sticking to it and executing it perfectly. The men drink some bubbly and toast each other. "It tastes like victory," says Stephen. Funny.

Stephen makes his opening statement. He talks about they were partners in strategic crime, and that he has grown up a lot during the game (is that really a valid reason to vote for somebody). J.T. isn't nearly as eloquent as Stephen, but he's more natural, more genuine and he's very humble. Dammit - J.T. has to be one of the most likable humans on the planet. (I AGREE!!!)

Jury Questions

Brendan asks Stephen my question - why does personal growth matter when deciding a winner? Stephen gives a non-answer. J.T. succinctly makes his point - growth does not matter. This gets J.T. and Stephen bickering at each other about Stephen flying under the radar.

Erinn asks why should she vote for Stephen when most of the alliances he was involved in fell apart. Stephen gives another non-answer. She asks J.T. why she brought Stephen to the final two, and J.T. says his piece about loyalty and whatnot.

Debbie is next, and says she is still undecided. She's upset that J.T. lied. THIS IS SURVIVOR.

what else can you expect? Survivor is about survival! And in order to survive, you have to lie and betray pple even if you dont want to. Debbie asks if J.T. would be up there with him had he won the final immunity. After much badgering, Stephen finally answers and says it probably would have been Erinn up there.

Coach Time! He's proud to see the Warrior and the Wizard up there. Again, it's about honesty. J.T. explains again that, BECAUSE THIS IS SURVIVOR, he couldn't be completely honest with everyone all the time. Stephen brings up the point that he's been noble during tribal by not saying anything bad about J.T. yet tonight.

Sierra is petty and mean and awful, basically sayign that Erinn and Stephen are extremely weak players. And then she says that she lost a lot of respect for J.T. because he didn't take the strongest people to the final two. Wtf?!

Tyson asks if Stephen helped J.T. get to the final. J.T. says that he thinks he could have made it to the final without Stephen, and this really hurt Stephen's feelings. I think Tyson just wanted the two dudes to get pissed at each other.

Taj decides to be a drama queen. She says she's crushed and disappointed. She asks J.T. why it seemed effortless to write her name down - J.T. says it was his hardest vote. Taj also feels betrayed by Stephen, and then Stephen drops the bomb that J.T. had been thinking about getting rid of Taj for awhile. J.T. pipes up and says that idea to get Taj out was a joint idea. Stephen retorts by saying that there were a lot of times earlier in the game when J.T. tried to get rid of Taj and he talked J.T. out of it.

Stephen and J.T. are really pissed at each other. Both appear extremely disappointed in the other. Kind of awkward, even. Time for the final vote, everybody.

As always, the final votes are read live from the Ed Sullivan Theater in New York City. I love the reveal of the Survivors on live TV. Who's gotten fat? Which ladies look worse with make-up on?

Eddie George (Taj's husband) in the house. J.T. has gained some weight back, and Stephen is still rocking the beard, looking very nerdy. Here are the votes (remember, the jury voted for either J.T. or Stephen):

J.T.
J.T. (The Warrior)...definitely Coach's vote
J.T.
J.T.

Wow. That's all that was needed.

yeahh baby!!!! woohoo!!!!
now, i really hope that Kris Allen will win American Idol.

i like him wayyyyy better than Adam Lambert. although i have a a feeling that America would vote for Adam. ):

2009-05-18T04:47:00.000-07:00

J.T WON SURVIVOR : TOCANTINS!!!!!

WOOHOO!!!!

see Preethika, i told you! haha!!! *winks*

anyway, had A-Maths paper today. was seriously and awfully hard! kalau aku dpt pass, aku dh happy dah. many pple didnt do the last graph question. in fact, Melvin only did 2 questions that carried 6 marks. he didnt do the other questions that were worth 74 marks. haish... was hard lar sey! eeyeer... :S

i hate you.

you made my mum cry.

you made my parents fight with each other.

i hate you.

my family was a happy one before you came.

go away.

i cant wait for you to leave this house.

you've made me lose all my respect i had for you.

2009-05-16T23:35:00.000-07:00

yo-haa!!! hehhe!

so i just came back from madrasah like 2 hrs ago. oh, and i also had my oral exam just now. like waddahell, i got 32 marks out of 50 for Al-Quran. please lar sey, wad do u expect?! u last minute say we have to memorise the 10 surah-s and den u gave us only like half an hour?! it's good enough that i got to answer 3 out of 4 questions that u gave me okeh?! grr..

and for Tafsir, thank god we dun have to read the ayat. if must read ahh, aku raser aku dh tergagap-gagap depan ustaz. ishh!!!! anyway, felt that the conversation part was okay. except that ustaz kept asking funny funny questions. like : 'kalau awak cakap semua orang yg baik boleh dpt nikmat, then asal pakcik Nabi tak dapat nikmat, sedangkan Nabi asyik doa untuk pakcik dier dpt nikmat?' ohmigsh. i really didnt know how to answer that okay?

but i really pity Putri lah sey. she got those really hard questions. like this one : 'kalau awak boleh mati, mak awak boleh mati, asal Allah tk boleh mati?' i was stumped when i heard this question. tkper lar Putri. kiter same2 pass keh?! (:

anyway, after madrasah got this syarahan by a doctor. he was quite boring lah. and Zaki kept on commenting on him and made stupid gestures behind his back. like so idiotic siahh! the ceramah lasted for close to 1 hour den went home. pheww!

tmr's my final paper and it marks the end of MYE.

finally!!!

oh, and i only need to go to school for 2 days out of 5 days this week.

Monday i must go school to take my final paper, which is A-Maths paper (OMG!).

den on Tuesday no need go school cause i dun have any paper.

den Wednesday go school cause got Sports Carnival (YAYY!!!!)

and then Thursday and Friday no need go school cause it's e-learning days. oh, and im gonna get promoted this Saturday!!!! yiipeeee!!!!! (:

oh man, im so NOT looking forward e-learning cause i predict that it's gonna make my computer hang. like wtf?!

oh well, on the brighter side, there's no school!!!! :D

2009-05-16T05:37:00.000-07:00

uhh.. hello!

okay, so i have just 1 more paper to go before end of MYE.

so far, got some difficult, some manageable but definitely none was easy.

i made a few, okay, a lot of stupid mistakes along the way.

hmm.. E-maths was manageable. sadly, in Paper 2, i made a few stupid mistakes. like when in the question where they ask about similarity, i gave the wrong reason. then in the graph question, i gave 2 x-values when it's supposed to be 3. den i made a stupid mistake in the matrix question.

following that was SS paper. again, stupid mistake. i gave 2 differences instead of 1 similarity and 1 difference. den in History paper, i didnt memorise the factors for why Stalin introduced the Five-Year Plans. ughh!!! Chemistry paper was manageable. den Physics paper was slightly hard while i think i flunked my POA. i mean, my balance sheet didnt balance and i didnt know what was the dual function of the Cashbook! aiyah, die lah die lah.. :(

no hope already. harapan hancur! huhu...

anyway, slept all the way to 12 pm today.

almost wanted to stay in bed all day if mummy hadnt screamed at me for being such a lazy bumm. so had my bath and went online. Ameera asked me out to go library with her. mummy allowed so met her at usual place at 1pm. den went to library, studied A-maths for about an hour before going to Banquet. i had chicken noodle while she had chicken rice. and she keep giving me her chickens! she will say ' ahh, ayam terbannnggg' and the next second, the piece of chicken that was originally on her plate 'flew' to mine. and we were laughing and transporting the chicken parts all the time. was pretty hilarious lah!

den at 4pm, daddy picked me up and i went to tuition. took random pics with Eunice in the class and den sent each other songs and pictures instead of listening to what Mr Koh was teaching. anyway, the stuff that he was teaching will not come out in my A-Maths paper anyway. so, why bother listening?! hahha!

currently waiting for Eunice to go online.

ohh! and i have madrasah tomorrow!! yippeee!!!!! (:

i've never felt so excited about madrasah before.

i guess if not for him. i would never be this excited. hehe! :D

2009-05-08T05:22:00.000-07:00

was feeling bored. so edited a few pictures. and here they are (:

BYE BYE!
AND GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE FOR MYE!!!! :D

bored yet cheery!

2009-05-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

hello again! [:

as mentioned previously, yesterday was my dad's birthday. well, stayed at home during the earlier part of the day until around 5 pm. den got ready to go to Sakura's Buffet Restaurant to have our dinner there. went to the Orchard outlet and i was surprised at the spread of food there! but i wished that the lighting could be improved. oh well, the food had lived up to my expectations! :D

well, today was a basically boring day. went jogging with family at 6 am till 8 am. den at 9 am went back to sleep. all the way to 3 PM! i honestly thought that it was only 12.15 pm. but den i noticed that the short hand of the clock was pointing to 3. still couldnt believe my eyes. so picked up my digital watch and it was then that i realised that it was indeed 3 pm! woahh.. so got out of bed and bathed and got ready to go for tuition.

Eunice is pissed that her parents wouldnt let her to participate in a course at Danzpeople. it's a dance school. well, wish u good luck girl in convincing ur parents. *winks*

oh, and tmr i have madrasah! *smiles widely* (:

i miss him. hmph...

it's been quite a time since we smsed each other right?

dulu, kiter sms smpai mlm giler. den u will say 'gd nite' and i'll say the same thing. i still remember u smsed Sparsh's handphone and den we would sms each other throughout the lessons. i can say, with not even a shred of doubt, that your smses lit up my day. (:

~~oh, and to this particular someone.~~

~~im over you alright? you mean nothing to me. so dont act like i still have a thing for you, when the actual fact is that i dont.~~

wishes wishes wishes! (:

2009-04-30T06:28:00.000-07:00

since im super duper terribly bored, i will list out my wishes for the year 2009. (:

1) to have a new MP3/MP4 player!
2) to have a PSP!
3) to be pimple-free!
4) to pass my MYE and EOY with flying colours in order to get my allowance from my parents!
5) to lose weight!
6) to grow taller!!!
7) to have more new clothes!
8) to have a new backpack! mine old already :C
9) to appreciate and spend time with my girlfriends more!!
10) to be loved (:

so far, in the year 2009, guys have come in and out of my life. now, another 2 has recently come in. what am i supposed to do? what i know, im really, truly over my past crush. and i've somehow found a courage to move on. (:
ameera, dont have a heartache anymore. im worried about you. dont torture yourself okay? (:
farlee, dont sad sad anymore. be happy like you've always been. be the cheerful and bubbly Nur Farlyanna Bte Ramli whom i had known before (:

mountain of work awaiting me

2009-04-30T05:43:00.000-07:00

hellloooo everyone! hehee!!!! oh-man, ive got TONS of homework to finish PLUS some stupid stuff called FILING that i have to complete. thank god tmr is a holiday so that i can take a break from POA, English and Maths. but even then, i cant use tmr's holiday as an excuse to complete my schoolwork cause...

TOMORROW IS MY DADDY'S 45TH BIRTHDAY!!!!

and i just realised a cool thing. me and my dad are exactly 30 years apart! and, every year, the day that his birthday falls on, my birthday will fall on the same day. for example, if in year 2009 my dad's birthday falls on a Friday, den my birthday will also fall on a Friday. hah, cool right! hehe!!!! hah, Ain is being really lame.

anyway, my to-do list for this 'long' weekend is :

1) E-Maths Filing - all the way up to Worksheet 5.5 + Corrections done

2) A-Maths Filing - all the way up to Worksheet 8.2 + Corrections done

3) PBL SEQ Assignment - due on next Wednesday

4) Source-Based Questions - due on next Thursday

5) Study Notes for both Chemistry as well as Physics

6) Revise on Mole Concepts (Chem) and Turning Effect of Forces (Phy)

7) Complete POA Filing by next week - updated content page

8) Mother Tongue Workbook - due next Monday

9) Complete Humanities File

phew, what a list! but, i'll try my best to be a good girl and complete the pile of homework awaiting me. AIN, JIAYOU! :D

happy happy HAPPY! :D

2009-04-29T05:49:00.000-07:00

ALOHA!!!!!!!!!! (:

hehe! i dunno why im so high now. maybe cause i patched things up with mummy, or because he smsed me! *senyum besar2 * hehe!!! anyway, ive been a good girl lately. going home straight after school. and i already started my revision! yipee!!! the only thing ive to buck up is that bullshit topic called SURDS. honestly, surds suck okay! and according to last yr's MYE, just the surds question carries 4 marks! wtf?!!!! oh man. im so gonna flunk my Amaths man! but i dont wanna drop my A-Maths. cause without A-Maths, i cannot go anywhere. and that just sucks. oh, and speaking about school, here's a picture that Xinyu took of our class dustbin. :X

See?!! our class is, as Xinyu said, is having a picnic rather than lessons. and somehow, somewhere, my chocolate wrapper, my sweet wrapper and my ice lemon tea bottle is somewhere stacked inside! haha!! see, 38-ians are SO diligent! (:

2009-04-28T05:25:00.000-07:00

hello everyone!

i really dont know what to blog cause i have nth to blog about, but i was bored so decided to blog. Debbie and Sherinnya says that im very random. i guess i am then.

oh well, today sat in canteen with Ain and we did POA together. after that went up to hall for flag-raising followed by Form Teacher period. was doing the MYE A-Maths paper 2008 that Ms Lee gave us. not trying to show off, but i spent almost like more den 6 hrs to solve the whole paper. but in the end, i didnt manage to solve all. urghh..

today is the last day of the ping pong show at 9 o'clock. uhmm... after dat show will be 'The School Daze' den 'Ultimatum'. nxt week is alr MYE and i still cant get my ass to start mugging. gonna start tomorrow, i guess. but then again, i had planned to study starting from last week. that's how procrastinating i am. (:

my Youtube downloader is not working. again.

my hmwk is almost settled. except for Ws 8.2 and English Summary.

speaking about english, tmr is double period. oh-man. which is equal to sleeping time.

haha!

somehow, ur absence last wk doesnt bother me one bit.

when i look at you yesterday and today, i felt.. nothing. seriously nothing. no butterflies. no fast heartbeat. no heart thumping. no sweaty palms. no nothing.

therefore, im proud to say that i finally really am over you. goodbye [:

2009-04-27T04:16:00.000-07:00

shitshitSHIT!

Backlash 2009 SUCK TO THE CORE!

John Cena lost the World Heavyweight Championship to the moronic Edge.

and Triple H lost the WWE Championship to the stupid Randy Orton.

walao ehh!!!!!

those cheaterbugs. stupid Big Show for being such a kaypoh and interrupt Edge and John Cena's match. stupid Randy Orton and his so-called Legacy for resorting to underhand means to win the match. go to hell all of you. UGH!!!

today was a very very boring day. well, typical Mondays. after school, went out to buy bubble tea with Sheri! bought chocolate oreo and enjoyed it to the core! den went to AVA room and had Humanities lesson all the way till 5pm. i was almost gonna sleep.

hope that John Cena and Triple H will win the championships at their rematch.

please please please!

O.O

2009-04-25T07:20:00.000-07:00

oh, before i get to sleep tonight.
in case i would not be able to wake up at 12 am later.
in less than 2 hrs, one of my bestfriend is gonna get older!

Happy 15th Birthday to...

NUR FARLYANNA BINTE RAMLI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

dh tue dh awak yer.. hehe!

last long with ur Azroy tau!! tp jgn luperkn kiter plak!!

haha!! kidding!!!

happy birthday!!!! :D

2009-04-25T06:20:00.001-07:00

hello again!

ohmigosh. the weather is getting hotter and hotter every minute. cannot tahan lahs. yesterday i bathed 3 times, yet i still felt sticky and hot soon afterwards. oh-man. i really really hate the sun. when is the rain ever coming down? but yet again, if it rains, it'll be so troublesome. why cant the weather be like this during the Sports Carnival last month? grr...

anyway, went to the 22nd Speech Day just now. sat with Humairah and Hidayah. Hidayah's comments on 'Power Ranger' was so funneh!!! got easily bored when so many awards were given out and i felt sleepy. the main reason i wanted to come for the speech day was because i wanted to see the Malay Dance for the SYP competition. cause i saw them during their rehearsals and i felt that it was very nice. so, i cant wait to see the actual thing!

finally, after waiting for about 1 and a half hour, it was the Malay Dance's turn. true enough, it was very very VERY nice. was wondering how come they didnt manage to clinch the Gold with Honours award. aiyah, but Gold award also very hard to achieve. so, well done Malay Dancers!!! very happy for you guys! (:

after the concert, went home, rested for a while before going out. had lunch with Mummy at Banquet at cwp den went to my tuition centre. studied Linear Law for A-Maths and Trigo for E-Maths. after dat had dinner with my family at Marsiling and here i am!

tmr got madrasah!! after dat gng out! yippee !! ~ (:

2009-04-24T22:08:00.000-07:00

DAVID ARCHULETA ROCKED AMERICAN IDOL LAST NIGHT!! WEE ~~

thank god Anoop and Lil were finally booted out.

anyway, they should have gone earlier.

i guess they have to thank their god for letting them stay longer.

keh Ain. jahat ehh. mentang2 support Danny. haha!

decided to delete my previous post after realising how much controversy was sparked over it.

felt guilty when my bestfriends were scolded because of what ive done.

especially AMEERA and HUMAIRAH.

sorry eh kwn! :S

anyway, ran 2.4 km again today. actually, i didnt run lah. no mood to run. so walked the whole way with Sheri, Boonjian, Choon Long as well as Jiajun. den Choon Long was doing random things while we walked. like stopping and do pumping. or stopping and doing jumping jacks. and also pretending to faint on the patch of grass. -.- hilarious.

went home straight after school cause wanna go out with mummy.

so, i guess im done here. (:

~~Big Daddy - i'd rather he stick with malay food, okey? if he's hungry, we can share our food with him what. haiyo, just forget about it lah. idc.~~

found these lyrics on the net. quite inspirational lah. hehe! just read okays? (:

THE CLIMB - MILEY CYRUS

I can almost see it.
That dream I'm dreaming, but
There's a voice inside my head saying
You'll never reach it
Every step I'm takin'
Every move I make
Feels lost with no direction,
My faith is shakin'
But I gotta keep tryin'
Gotta keep my head held high

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes might knock me down, but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it, but
These are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most
I've just gotta keep goin', and
I gotta be strong
Just keep pushing on, but

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

There's always gonna be another mountain
I'm always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose
Ain't about how fast I get there
Ain't about what's waitin' on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on movin'
Keep climbin'
Keep faith baby
It's all about, it's all about
The climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, woah

whew. finally done. heh :3

2009-04-22T04:33:00.001-07:00

it seems like everyday is the same old thing.

wake up in the morning, have a bath, get dressed, go out, walk to school, assembly, lessons, recess, more lessons, stay in school for a while, go home, take a bath again, rest, do homework, play computer, watch tv and sleep.

im starting to get bored with this 'routine'. i want to go out. to see more of the world. but the only thing holding me back is my studies and my parents. i want something exciting to happen in my life. im sick of having to go thru the same cycle over and over again. im sick of it. i really am. ohmigosh. what should i do?

just now, Silent Reading period was so funny. me, Boonjian, Aticus, Judy, Sherinnya and Huiyi were playing CHEAT with poker cards. but of course we must be wary of the teachers lar. especially that indian teacher, Ms Renu who always appear in my class. den got this part when she was in the class, checking if everyone is reading.

Me : eh Aticus, can u see your yo-mama?

Aticus : eh yah ah. where's she ah?

Me : right infront of you lar!! u cannot see ahh?

and we all burst out laughing!

the second time was when she came in again and we were holding our cards so freaking high up in the air.

Me : eh, who's turn ah?

Aticus (says very damn loud) : OH SHIT!! TEACHER COME!!!!!!

it was like so funny lar..

den the nxt time was during mother tongue. Firas, Maizurah, Atik, Azhari and Hakim was playing a game ahh..

Azhari : kangkang... kang ape?

Atik : kangkong... kong ape?

Firas : kongfu (kungku) ... fu ape?

Maizurah : err, fuCK?

and we also burst out laughing. (:

&im done!

and my 'routine' begins again tmr. heesh...

2009-04-19T03:33:00.000-07:00

TAG REPLIES ~ (:

zee - yeah, my blog has become the 'love declaration blog' also. *shakes head*
ain lagik satuuu - ahh, terimer kaseh sbb tagg blog aku yer! :D
kaichong - u sure or not i can trust u? trust needs to be earned, not asked for. (;
Big Daddy - thank you. nxt time i got problem i find you keh? hehhe (:
zee - a'ah! prata sedap skali! semue makanan sedap!! hehe!! :D
FAIQAH - i know i can trust you. (:
ameera - boleh ke? kalau kau nyanyi, telinger aku pecah, mcm ner?! haha!
FAIQAH - chey bahh! kuat seyy!! eleh. aku pon kuat jgk! ^.^
prass - the lightstick thing was not referring to you. i was referring to someone else.
kaichong - u never know.
zee - haha! detective ehk? tkyah sudah!!! LoL!
Preethika - thanks for tagging!
FAIQAH - haha!

wow, dat's so many tags to reply to.
anyway, i have nothing to say about but this.
YOU KNOW BEST WHAT YOU DID.

toodles!~

2009-04-17T05:07:00.000-07:00

i found out which part of Lenin had the bullet stuck in. but i wont tell you.

wanna know, go find it out yourself. :D

anyway, came to school with a very confused mind. dunnoe which one to believe. Ain and Ameera says to just forget about it. hmph.. try lor. anyway, my class was supposed to do the Endurance Run. but i told Mr Lee that we would be having our 2.4 km run during PE, so Mr Lee asked us to go for the Endurance Walk instead. was crapping with Sherinnya the whole way. was talking about me having this allergy to the sun. was like very stupid lar. and ridiculous also. but, oh, never mind. hah!

POA was.. err, i forgot all about it. we did some practice on the Cashbook thingy. after dat was PE. was definitely not in the mood to run, but still ran anyway. thank god Mr Chong ran 2 whole rounds with me. if not, i would have just walked the whole way. make me remember about how Ameera also pushed me last yr. anyway, im quite satisfied with my timing!

*beams proudly*

was doing maths during English and recess. was trying to rush through it, but end up Ms Lee extend the deadline to nxt Monday. -.-

after school, went to NP room. changed at 1.00 pm.

overall, the Sec 1s are driving me up the wall. i asked dem to not fidget, they will say yes. but den, after that, confirm got some pple who will scratch here lar, scratch dere lar. was so frustrated with them. and i was also pissed off because of the ridiculous reasons that the cadets give us so that they can fall out and not participate in the training. for example, Surriya. he said he got flu and stomach pain. but i see him well and kicking. in fact, he was talking the whole time. so, i asked Angelin to pass me a tissue. i gave him the tissue and asked him to sneeze infront of me. true enough, there was not a single mucus on the tissue.

BIG FAT LIAR.

Ain, sabar. Ain, sabar. Ain, sabar.

ive been telling myself this over and over again. but, apparently, it doesnt work. cause i find myself screaming at them and in turn, lose my voice. -.-

what a rough day.

what a rough week.

heesh... :C

2009-04-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

today was a really stressed up and fucking day for me.

so please, pardon my language for this particular post.

BEING BETRAYED BY THOSE WHOM YOU TRUST JUST SUCKS AND HURTS.

i shared my secrets with you. we talked about anything under the sun. i thought ive found a friend whom i can trust. whom i can confide in. whom i know that that person will stay by me through whatever i go through. but i didnt expect you to be the complete opposite. i didnt expect you to be the one who would badmouth me. i didnt expect you to speak ill of me behind my back. i didnt expect you to call me names behind my back. i didnt expect you to be so sweet and nice infront of me, but go on and gossip about me once my back is turned. and most of all, i didnt expect you to curse me in Tamil when i was right in front of ur bloody eyes.

oh, and to address to the lightstick issue, i would like to make things clear. i used MY OWN MONEY to buy a whole tube of lightsticks for ALL OF YOU. and i didnt expect any of you to pay me back. if you're not happy that you got only 1 lightstick and the MainComm get 2, i'll tell you the reason. we followed last yr's proposal. and it stated that the EXCO members get 2, and the rest will get 1. if you're still not happy, USE YOUR OWN MONEY TO BUY YOUR OWN LIGHTSTICKS. i swear, ive learnt my lesson. since you dont appreaciate the fact that you got less lightsticks than the other pple, since i didnt receive a word of 'thanks' from you, i WILL NOT share ANYTHING with you. im still gonna buy a tube of lightsticks for our subsequent camps. but DO NOT EVER DREAM THAT I'LL GIVE YOU A SINGLE LIGHTSTICK.

and to Mum.

YOU DONT KNOW A FREAKING THING ABOUT THE INTERNET.

it was just a mere advertisement on the website. and you thought i was on some moronic website. PLEASE, i know where i should go to and where i should not go to. u dont go yelling the hell to me when u dont know a single shit about computers. so, dun act like u do. i mean, you dont even know what's a RECYCLE BIN. so **** off my computer.

oh, and i'll say this again.

i dont care how high u scored for ur test. spare a thought for those who failed.

i'll be thankful if u keep ur marks to urself and not announce it to the whole class, who by the way, are not interested. ~~thank you~~

there.

ive let it all out.

but still, im not satisfied. hmph. :[

MORAL LESSON : DO NOT EASILY TRUST ANYONE. THEY CAN BETRAY YOU IN A BLINK OF AN EYE.

2009-04-14T05:28:00.000-07:00

hello once again.

today was a rather enjoyable day, i guess.

except for Maths. as usual -.-

H-cube lesson.

was about environment. was all those stuff on animals and plants and trees. and Ms Lee was talking about a cat who died below her block. and how she actually paid $100 plus bucks just to ensure that the cat was cremated and 'laid to rest'. but was quite sad lar. considering that i also like cats! hehe!

English.

completed Practice 4 and 5 and den Ms Nora let us watch this video on Fred. it was funny at first but soon, it got on my nerves. it was rather irritating to me lar, cause his voice like girl and all i understand was that he had a tooth extracted or smth like that.

POA.

Mr Andy Wong was in a bad bad BAD mood. he sent Jerry and Kianwee out of the class. but they still came in afterwards. thank god he went thru the source documents thing again. cause last wk when it was that boring Mdm Nirmala relieved him, i didnt listen at all cause i was doing History SEQ. haha! did grp work and crapped with Judy and Boonjian about Geylang chickens again. hehhe!

Recess.

ate Western. i really didnt wanna buy Western cause i think that the price is really unreasonable considering the little portion of food that was served. there's a big difference btwn buying at Western and buying at Malay Noodles where u can get like a large serving of noodles for only $1.20! urghh.. cheat my money onlie..

Humanities.

was fun fun FUN!!! was doing case study on Communist Russia when we came across this man called Trotsky. the whole class couldnt stop laughing and we were talking about hair issues. Ms Ong is really a fun teacher lar. i love her! oh, and a lot of pple think that Trotsky resembles Siraj! oh-mi-gosh!!!

Maths.

boring. dont even wanna talk about it.

i dun care how high ur marks are. spare a thought for those who failed.

i would appreciate it if u keep ur marks to urself and not announce it to the whole class who by the way, are not interested. thank you.

After school.

stayed back to do darn malay project. i could say that it's 60% complete? all that's left is just some pasting here and there, decoration here and there, editing here and there, and we're done!!! YES!!

deanna, if you dont do your work tomorrow,

dont blame us if you get low marks for your project.

cause what's the use of u getting the marks, when WE're the one who really put in the effort?

so, gdluck with the marks in ur report book.

&&im done! (:

2009-04-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

hello.

im shocked that i even have time to blog despite the pile of homework that's waiting for me in my room. and i cant post anything 'offensive' about Physics anymore cause Mr Desmond Goh has his ways of tracking our blogs down. O.O so, must play safe. (:

anyway, was semangat nk gie skola until assembly. saw people doing their hmwk and i was like talking to Huiyi,' eh u got do hmwk?' and she was like ' wad hmwk?'. den i wanted to 'proudly' show what a good girl ive been over the holidays when i realised that i did not bring my fullscap pad. and in that fullscap pad, it has all my worksheets in it. from my Chemistry assignment to my A-Maths worksheet on partial fractions. you can ask Hakim or Huiyi or Debbie about how much i had fretted about my forgetfullness. luckily, nvr kana scold. :B

after school went home with Sheri and Priya. sent Priya home and talked to Sheri. was babbling about eherm eherm. like so fun to talk to her lar seyh. and den she would like burst into laughter and her whole body will be vibrating like mad and that will lead to me laughing also. but nothing can beat the laughter i had yesterday at my religious class with Putri or the times Ain made me laugh like mad.

so, overall, i love my girlfriends! <3

2009-04-12T07:01:00.000-07:00

ello!! so it's like 10 plus at night and the main reason im blogging is that i cant get to sleep. uhhs. had a very funny yet boring day today. but the funny part was only during the day. and things got boring as the day dragged on.

woke up at 7am today and got ready for religious class. slept in the car and would stayed in it if Mummy didnt shout at me for getting out once we reached. anyways, sat with Putri. Ustaz Nazim was giving ceramah. blahblahblah. den went into class. sat in the 2nd row as usual and crapped with Putri. while we were crapping, he came in. and we smiled at each other. den Putri was like wee weet! -.- Ustaz Nazim came in 15 mins late (unusually) den taught us about the dakwah thing. after dat, Ustaz Firdaus came in. i guess he was sick as he was blowing his nose every 3 minutes. den he was marking our books when he asked Zaki to help him massage his shoulders. we were like 'what??!!' very funneh. hahha!

after dat was recess followed by Fiqeh by Ustaz Nazim. well, he didnt teach Fiqeh at all. but he crapped. especially about korek hidung. me and Putri was like laughing till our sides hurt and tears were rolling down our cheeks. den when we were wiping the tears, Ustaz Nazim looked at us and were like 'nie kenape nie? nangis nangis? sayer ceriter ceriter sedih ke? tk kn?' and he had that black poker look. den the whole class was burst out laughing again. was like so fun lar seyy!!

oh yeah, me and him had a number of eye-contacts today. was telling them to Putri and she just cant stop with the whole 'die suker kt kau' thing and the 'wee weet!' thing. heeshh..

anyway, was leafing through some Malay magazines when i came across this horoscope thing. and this was what it says :

GEMINI

Secara Keseluruhan : Akan menempuhi banyak cabaran pada bulan ini.
Aspek Cinta : Kehadiran seseorang akan menceriakan lagi kehidupan anda.
Aspek Kewangan: Harus belajar untuk menjimat. Ingat, sediakan payung sebelum hujan.
Aspek Kesihatan : Tingkatkan masa bersenam.

2009-04-09T05:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's Sec 1 Swearing In Ceremony was horrible plus embarrassing! and me being sick certainly did not help either. i felt like i was gonna explode at the sec 1s but i had no energy to do so. thank god some pple get the msg. like Irfan who told everyone 'eh, dun so naughty lar. behave urself lar. dun make Ain mam angry. she sick u noe?!'. and Farzana was like 'Ain mam, are u ok? u look sick.' . one day, that Jiaxuan and Surriya are gonna get it from me. basically, all the sec 1s are gonna get it from me, but i think they're gonna get it more den Syarif. oh-oh. u can never underestimate ur Syarif sir. O.o

was sneezing throughout the whole night yesterday. until my stomach very pain. but still made my way to school because of darn A-maths. i mean, if you skip just one lesson of A-maths, ure missing out on a lot! and besides, Mr Goh was going to go thru the Speed test. luckily, im leaving at 1 pm cause of the mass run marshalling.

so at 1pm went out of class. met up with Ain and den went to her house. she wanted to lighten her bag. den went to my house cause i oso wanted to lighten my bag. after dat, we had 30 mins to go from my hse to Innova JC and Faiqah's house. so no choice but to run. run run run and finally reached Innova JC at 1.56 pm! blom sampai dh berpeluh maut. rabak! den was actually assigned at the fire hydrant there, but changed with Tuhin so dat can partner with Ain! we were like so hyper when the lower sec was running. Ruixia and the St John people were laughing at me and Ain! like so funny liddat cause we were very very hyper!!

race was cancelled at 5 pm cause got that stupid lightning alert. so waited for awhile before going causeway. ate at McDonalds with Ain, Ameera, Hazirah, Humairah, Syarif, Amir, Azhari and Khairul. eat alr den went home.

omigosh! i feel so sick. shittes. >.<

2009-04-07T04:29:00.000-07:00

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alrite, let's start updating.

ermm.. H3 period was taken over by Mr Du. Ms Lee was off for some band stuff. it was about Cyber addiction. but i was crapping about Neopets and cars and Geylang chickens with Judy, Boonjian, Sherinnya and SohZiHao. was funny lar! den was English. got scolded by Ms Noras cause i wasnt paying attention. ahh! heck care her lar! POA suck just now. dat Mdm Nirmala consficated my whole fullscap pad cause i was doing Social Studies SEQ. grr...

Humanities was fun, as usual. was telling Ms Ong how fun it was to bully Jerry. it was 39 pple against 1. den was maths. had the 2 tests. didnt revise for it cause i totally forgot about it even though i've jotted it down in my handbook! aiyosh, anw, it's over.

after school, went for NAPFA test. im only proud of my sit-ups (40) and my pull-ups (20). the other 3 stations ? no comments. hahha! it's for me to know and for you to find out! hehhe! :D

&im done! (:

_ _ _ _, guess who?! hehhe!

2009-04-04T07:08:00.000-07:00

i'd like to say a few sorry's to these people.

1) Ain 3/7 - for making you wait for me yesterday.
2) my PBL group members - for not turning up for the meeting just now morning.
3) my Sec 1 cadets - for being harsh on you guys yesterday.
4) Judy - for pissing you off on Tuesday.
5) Syarif - for not being such a good co-IC with you.
6) Faiqah - if i treated you badly in whatever way.
7) _ _ _ _ - for flaring up at you last night.

now that the sorry's are done, it's time for the thank you's.

1) Ain 3/7 - for waiting for me even though you were tired and thirsty.
2) Sparsh - for lending me your hp to sms.
3) Sherinnya - for listening to me ramble about everything, especially about that someone.
4) Syarif - for putting up with me when we were taking the Sec 1s.
5) Judy - for sharing with me your cereals under your table.
6) Xinyu and Elysia - for sharing with me your biscuits.
7) Guoli - for running everywhere to help me do things. eg. getting my notebook from boonjian.
8) Joanna - for helping me get the keys for the classroom for Sec 1s.
9) Ameera - for being the best girlfriend on earth.
10) _ _ _ _ - for cheering me up.

★☆★☆ and i'm done! ★☆★☆

2009-04-03T04:51:00.000-07:00

i'm tiredddd!!!! :X

oh man. i thought being a Cadet Leader would be a relatively easy job as compared to being a cadet. turned out that im totally wrong. i have to run everywhere to get the keys, i have to make sure that the Sec 1's drills are up to standard, AND i have to make sure that the cadets have enough water breaks. being the Sec 1 IC is definitely not easy. plus, i have to follow them for their Sec 1 Swearing In Ceremony next Tuesday, and according to Ain, i have to follow them for their K9 Unit Visit also. oh-man.

oh, im not trying to pinpoint anyone here. so dont feel offended, okay? this is what Syarif and me feels larh. i mean, you dont interrupt us when we're talking to the Sec 1s. like for example, Syarif or me is telling them something, it's basic courtesy to not interrupt us rite? if u wanna talk, wait for us to finish before you carry on. Don't anyhow interrupt. it's plain rude lar okay? yeah, that's it.

_ _ _ _ , aku tk mrh kat kau smlm mlm.

dun worry. (:

2009-04-02T01:32:00.000-07:00

HELLOH! (:

this is really frustrating. in A-Maths Worksheet 4.3, i can only do half of 1 question out of 2 questionS. den in A-Maths Worksheet 4.4, i can only solve 2 out of 3 questions. Debbie told me that Amir took 1 hour to solve qn 3 in worksheet 4.3, while Ms Lee said that she used 2 whole A4 paper for her solution. i really wanna do well for my MYE. besides, ive planned out my path after O'Levels together with Sherinnya. so, i need to work hard to achieve my goal! plus, i also need to balance my time with my academics, NPCC, family and friends. talk about stress. oh, and i need to save up my money oso. cause im currently BROKE. literally. my wallet is empty except for receipts and cards. oh-man.

the good thing is, i'll be receiving an sms from someone every night at 8pm.

and that someone always helps me to de-stress.

magic, i guess? ^.^

2009-03-31T00:20:00.000-07:00

been busy these days.. hahha! recap recap RECAP!

Saturday 28.01.09

fetched Ain from her house at 6.45 am den walked to cwp. Faiqah was already there. told her that we reached on time but she insisted that we came 6 mins late. eee, ape je tau! den went to McDonalds to eat. Faiqah belanjer! hehe! den Rahayu and Syarep came. den chat2 den left. supposed to reach skool at 8, but we left cwp at 8. haha! anyway, Marsiling Sec won the Inter Unit Captain's Ball Competition. so, CONGRATULATIONS! (:

Sunday 29.01.09

went to madrasah unwillingly which finished at 11am. den was waiting for Dad for a veryy long time until i decided to call him. and conveniently, Zaki was there. so asked to borrow his phone den Dad said he was on the way den hung up. den Zaki said ' Asl? takot bpk kau tinggalkn kau kt sinie ke per?' LOL?! den went home, slept for a while den went out to have dinner.

Monday 30.01.09

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIA!!!! hehehhe!! kau dh tue dahh!! (:

was having Monday blues so didnt remember much. hahha!

Today 31.01.09

changed places, sat with Sherinnya & Judy. crapped and Humanities was fuNN!!! esp the part about the Sunlove Home or smth. cant remember the name of the place. :X

yeah, that's about it.

i'll promise i'll update tmr. (:

ur smses cheer me up. (: